You wrapped in  sea of negative
lost in deep in your own greedy
bridges that were burned
A heart that can't be replaced
The idea of logic  that is so far gone
Your path all ready paid
The hands that are stained with green
In end you will be  alone stuck on other side of the broken bridge.

The night pass by
The darkness fills the day
This idea of hope is cut that won't  go away
I wish you took the time see me
I am more then you think
A blink of eye my heart is torn
I walk alone in the world
My heart keeps breaking with this feeling of change
I want walk away close the door
I feel like pain is too much
Are  the words so blinded and broken
The mask is  part of you
You keep sweeping the bed will get full
I have break threw this to see the sun on this dark day.

My fingers reached for the tip.
As my lips hugged it,
You were at the back of my mind
Then I inhaled to the fullest.
I held every cloud as long as I could
So at the back you'd linger
Never to bother what's ahead.
Until I was at the brink of suffocating,
Until I needed to breathe,
I had to exhale and knew, as I wanted,
To let go every memory of you.
But as I did, I had no intention
Of letting a part of me drift with you.
I was able to smoke you out
With red droplets of me
Sinking through the earth.

I wish you knew the beauty I see in you
The words  that are left unsaid
A moment lost in a dream
I wish you knew, I wish you knew
I want be the  glue to  put the pieces back together
I wish for endless walks under moon light
You are the sun in my sky
I keep hope
When  I look at my heart  it is lost for words
People come and go I just want hold you close
And  never let go.

I miss the feeling
The head on my heart as we lay
Is my heart so torn
I feel like my heart needs be reborn
Can you fix me?
I miss the random texts
The kind words that stuck to my soul
A thought of hope, but always crushed with the past
A battle that seems that can't be won
i am just man with few words lost in todays world

Nice guys finish last
I loss hope on love
I miss nights of holding you close
A heart beat to feel.such warmth
I look  & I wounder
Where is my queen
I am so far gone
Is my heart too broken
I can't live in past
I look for today
My pain over takes me
I wounder where is warm my hand to hold with endless walks under the stars

You  are darkness  
In my sky.
The words cut threw my soul
All  you see is bad
The love so gone
A man alone with his thoughts
I look for change but just see smoke
I can't  bend
Something that is all ready broken.
I wish you knew and saw the pain
The thoughts of the past always stay with you
I live for today
I aim for the stars
I battle dark  with the light
This thought is just another  complex puzzle
In my heart.