I promised myself I'd stop chasing you I'm my dreams but I see you frequently in places I shouldn't
prime example: his arms
I know can't keep filling myself with ***** to wash out the taste of your love
and I shouldn't keep kissing strangers and pretending that they're you
and baby of course I don't love him,
but he's here and you're not so tell me what else am I supposed to do?

what is a child to do? when he/she
is on their own
No place to call home
No one to tell them their strong
No one to tell them that their not alone,

What is a child to do?
when their told to keep a secret
and if they tell mommy would get heated,

What is a child to do?
when they don't know who to trust
when mommy and daddy fuss

What is a child to do?
when they are being bullied
and told what they should and shouldn't be,

what is a child to do?
when they are alone at night and suicidal thoughts flood their mind, and cuts burn like fire and drugs can no longer get them higher,

what is a child to do??????????

I could tell you my dreams
you know i care
you fill me with shine
in the dark of despair.

Flowing down
hot and steamy
as you pound into
my skin to the
deepest level of
relaxation calming
ever pore you touch

You wash away
my pains and fears
with kisses placed
upon my mouth
and cheek and
make me forget everything
as you **** away my breath

You fit next
to my body filling
inn all the open
space as you lay
beside me with
your head on my
shoulder and eyes on mine