Look at her, standing there.
Such divine beauty,
Contained in a ravage soul.

He is all over her,
I wish that he would
Look at me like he does her.

Her flawless perfection,
Rain or shine,
the brightest days nor darkest nights
can compare to her.

Call me what you will
Jealous
Envious
Conceited
Ravished, maybe.

I certainly cannot compare
To the magnificent glow
She can produce
In one smile for him.

If only,
He loved me,
Like he loved her.

you were a galaxy*
and i was a black hole

When you crash into the depths of hell
It's only natural that
You scream, you cry, you hurt,
You burn.

And it's only natural
That it takes you awhile
To get used to the flames licking
Around your feet,
As you finally admit defeat.
It's only natural
That it take you a while,
To learn how to smile,
As you burn around the edges
And sometimes your very core.
It's only natural
That you cannot walk before you crawl
And that you cannot fly
Unless you risk the fall
Risk it all.

It's only natural that
As much as it scolds, eventually
You'll learn how to handle the heat
That you'll adjust and trust
Eventually you'll get used to the pain
And learn how to sustain and attain
Normality again,
As you take one step and then another
As you learn to
Place one foot in front of the other
Walking with the scars
You thought would never heal.
It's only natural, to hurt, to feel,
That's what makes us human,
What makes us real.

I'm so relieved you love yourself.
It helped me feel like it was justified
That I didn't love you.

You can either make or break me,
It’s like i am totally stuck with you..
Wherever I am there’s this string that is entangling us..
It’s like I am totally dependent to you..
No matter how I chose to stay away from this force that is keeping us,
Its just getting on stronger and stronger
And in the end I am left stuck with you..
How will I keep this up?
Will I stay or cut the strings that is keeping us together..
I’m struggling my way to confusion..
I can’t blame myself..
Its too harsh..
The feelings are all over the place and I can’t manage..
All I know is this is best feeling I’d never had..
And i can’t contain such extravaganza I feel of this emotions taking place…I am enjoying it every single time..
Kissing every minute of it..
But at the same time, fear is stealing this joy,
Its like i’m opening myself into another realm of disappointment,
I don’t want another pain..
Its traumatic!
But why am I letting this happen?
Why am i still hoping for another sunshine with you?
Why is it no matter how pain I get I’m still keeping up?
You’re making it hard for me..
So hard, that i am feeling helpless.. -_-

Let's talk about silence
Because I think my words are failing me
For the first time I'm out of phrases
My tongue is tied, its happening very rapidly
I think I might be judging you
For the same mistakes that I've shared with you
But I'm putting you under the spotlight
Scrutinising more than you're giving to me
And all in silence
Hush, don't speak, I'm out of talks to talk
Let's just walk the walk
And stand apart;
One feet
Because it doesn't make sense
Two feet,
I think I'll step a bit farther more
Ten feet
I want to be untied and set free
Forty feet, fifty, a hundred, thousands
Infinity
Don't want my heart to skip a beat, anymore
It does though
Because I think I've leapt a bit too far-a-way
Thousands- a hundred- fifty- forty feet
I think I'm retreating back a bit
Two feet
I'm sinking into the ground
A final leap
One feet
I knew I couldn't do without you for long
You hug me// you couldn't either
My tongue is tied, it's happening very rapidly
//entangled in yours
For the first time I'm out if phrases
//you're gazing at me
Because I think my words are failing me
//yours are creeping onto my existence
Let's talk about silence.