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  Mar 2015 grim-raven
Crushing Love
When I hear a guy say "I love you" it's become a habit to yell at them and say "Don't you ever utter those words to me again!!" then get up and leave....

When a guy comes up to me and says "****, you look good today"
it's become a habit to look at them and say "Oh, so I look like **** every other day?" then get up and leave...

When a guy comes up to me and puts his arm around my waist it's become a habit to remove his arm and say "Don't touch me" then walk away....

When a guy tries to make the move and kiss me it's become a habit to put my hand in front of his lips and say "Don't even go there" then walk away....

Ever since you left it's become my new habits to get up and leave....kinda like you did....just not giving them the chance to actually *hurt me like you did...
Actual habits that have become consistent with me now.....
  Mar 2015 grim-raven
Elioinai
Some people want to draw the world upon their skin
But I see it there already
Some people stamp their favorite messages down arms and legs
But I see lovely verbage fall
around the edges of my veins
If my breast is a canvas
my bones an easel frame
my mouth will scatter paint
my eyes drip silver rain
to show you I am full and finished
A Universe
my name
May my words uncover my soul to the wise  and my beauty be hidden from fools. What a wonder has God created in every one of us!
grim-raven Mar 2015
I wish I'm contented
Doesn't want to move from where I'm seated
Appreciating the beauty of mother nature
Saying thank you for what is brought by our culture

I wish I'm contented
Spring, summer, autumn, winter
Observing how the four seasons passed
Not questioning the fact that they won't last

I wish I'm contented
The stars and constellations they made
I wish I can just stare at them at this moment
Appreciating the gift given by the present

I wish I'm contented
But contentment and I aren't meant


I wish I can go to school and earn a degree
I'll find my way to obtain the profession I want to be
One day I'm planning to build a charity
For people who needs help and see how wonderful life can be

I wish I'll be an inspiration
For the little one's who can't find any hope
I wish I'll help them find what they seek
Create their own paths and know they're not weak

I wish to go to different places
Traveling the world at its finest
Together with my friends and family
I'll discover the world's meaning through reality
grim-raven Mar 2015
I can feel the wind
I can see the leaves
I can hear the whispers*

The emotions it brings
The truths I am seeing
The lies I am hearing

No other can feel
Neither can it see nor hear
The focus is me
It is what I see
Lies passes by like a wind brought by a storm
grim-raven Mar 2015
The feelings
are tempting
My sadness
is addicting

I can't really understand
why?
But I thank God when I
cry

My depression
It kills
My happiness
It hurts*

At first..
The pain will feel like a cage
But at the end of the day
It is what I embrace
Why do I feel like I want to stop the pain but at the same time I think it is what completes me?
grim-raven Mar 2015
I've been wondering
Why do stars make people hoping?

What I mean is..
Even a little tiny star feels like a perfect bliss

Do they know the fact that they should know the most?
The stars they're seeing is actually a ghost?

A ghost of a past that can't come back
So the hope they're wishing isn't really with luck
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