By Arcassin Burnham

Wishes turn to prayers with all the lies and
The betrayal then you add in to the mix of
The feeling of hell and all it's angels turn
To demons,
They prevail,
When the clock strikes twelve,
Putting you in harms way would be the best
Way considering the sacrifice in ones heart.


/


Conversation escalated to an all out war,
Get a sense of realization when I walked
Out of that door,
Took all my barrings with me even took
My clothes out of that closet,
Let my pride my take over and washed my
Hands in that disgusting faucet,
Cant let you know how i really feel,
I guess it's a quest if you wanna know
what's real,
I made something pretty that I think you
Would like,
Its so florescent,
beautiful and bright,
That you'll  never leave it's sight.

By Arcassin Burnham

I am stronger than open seasons in red skies that burn as
Bright as the lies you tell me,
A sorry excuse for a friend that I will never claim,
You claim that you love me , your a ******* liar,
Not a fan of your attire,
Making bonds with a ******* in your own digust and your
Taste for lust,
I can only imagine how you sleep at night,
Fighting,
The illusion that your love for me was valid,
But really not quite,
Your right! I'll never see the light,
I may not be perfect but this is way out of hand,
If you wanted to get back at me you could have dated my friends,
But your mind is that of a slow moving turtle or sloth,
I'm always two steps ahead of you when you tell me *******,
Now , don't say I ever told anything when he cheats on you,
I can't believe I wasted years trying create a life with you,
I have my reasons for why I am the way I am,
But you lack consistency in all the attention and glam.


/


Turn on the lamp and stray from the darkness within,
I don't know why we are all striked and covered with sin,
You're losing coverage from all the peers around you and,
Trying to **** some time without a single cringe,

°°°°°pull the wool from my eyes°°°°°
°°°°°Adventurous with demise°°°°°
( No matter what you dooooo) °°°°°have to-stay in the light°°°°°
°°°°°all your life , had to fight°°°°°
°°°°°african American boy with some weaknesses°°°°

Weaknesses that will get demolished and looked after
So they won't occur again with all the good progress I've
Been making,
I've been,
Putting guards up obtaining comfort in my own surrounding,
Looking after myself is the number priority occurring.

By Arcassin Burnham


I slip and fall upon the rabbit hole of diamond valley,
Falling for my love,
Breathing for that one treasurous touch,
Looking for my departed equal,
Sands of time
As quick as the Dickens,
I'm drowning in inner and outer existence,
Wishing I was alive but im just a talking corpse,
Pinching myself,
Wake Up!!!
Wake Up!!!
My soul is yelling at me,
Telling me what things are important and
What is not,
Sometimes i wish i didnt know.

By Arcassin Burnham

Not redeemable in the slightest bit of having
Better luck to being a big shot while collecting what
Is suppose to be mine,
I have no kinda time to waste time on tyrants like
Yourself,
I'm trying to succeed in wealth,
No luck with getting some help,
And they say life is what you make it,
Well i made it into hell,
And I swear that I can tell nobody cares about
My way of living but all I really wanna do is
Do good for myself,
I can not spend all of my time just sitting,
Choking the life out of my future while
I'm dying from maintaining my wealth.

By Arcassin Burnham

The city of angels won't pull you out of reality,
The peelings of your skin that brushes mine
To band together with a force that the demons
Couldn't overthrow if they could or would take
Over the millions of brains that record memory
That forces demonic empathy upon the weak
And defenseless,
Let's ,
Be careful with overbearing sessions of being
Jealous of one another by default and ones
Short comings,
I swear I seen this coming.

By Arcassin Burnham

Sick to stomach about the things that
I lack frequently so,
I put my life on the line for myself in order to grow,
I have no job , I have no life , I have no purpose in
Hand,
Haven't learned all the proper facts in life
To become a man,
Facing anxiety and depression , I don't know what
Is real,
I try to tell them but they don't understand how I must
Feel,
So in the future I realize that I have to live alone,
No calls , no text or even a use of a phone,
I missed my chance at success and I will never get it
Back,
I mess up everything, I'm a wreck and that is a strong
Known fact,
Non of these teens around here have the curse that I do
Meanwhile,
I write to release the pain of being figured out,
So I'm disgusted,
With my life,
You can't be trusted,
God will smite,
If your just worthless to everybody that you don't
Really Like.

By Arcassin Burnham

I know you like the shoes on my feet,
Walking into trouble,
I'm learning everything I could possibly
Know about all of our existences that reside
In smokey flamed wood alleys getting the
Alcohol out of our systems and fornicate on
Who to blame for adultery,
But the only thing on your mind is to blame
And insult me,
I got nothing against you or your armada honey,
Life is already bad enough for us all apparently,
Cause I've been chasing the rain and it shoots the
Roses away from all of the chaos and mischief just
Sitting right at our door steps while handing guns
To the teenagers that don't know any good,
I guess that's why they call it the hood,
(Static).

by Arcassin Burnham

Dream through the forest and all of the trees,
through them I'll arise
from the side of these leaves,
and in the fall
I'll fall again,
there is no reason
to pretend,
i'm floating up consciousness in the end,
the twenty-second time without knowing the
worth,
As long as you have a soul that could
cross the earth,
no whirlwinds
being a teen is not easy in any country,
I don't compare my situations to all,
but in this case..
depression is a ***** and so is karma,
from the nails on my hands to my saliva,
biting them constantly.


©ABPoetry2016

By  Arcassin Burnham

Spreading rumors for your own agenda making
It seem like I've lost it,
I see beauty in twenty different ways of entertaining
Your soul to oblivion ending up In a state of confusion
Pushing closer towards the bridge of acceptance and
Benge pressing a million tons to get all the weight off
Your shoulders,
I thought it'd be over,
Between you and I,
I could have died,
Why did you lie?
The grass is so much greener on the other side,

....On the Other side,

Learning true colors as I pass without warning
To get one in on you,
There's blood on the leaves and sweat on the branches
Of betrayal of who your actually praying to when you
Lay in bed wondering and being haunted by what you done
Just replacing all of your  memories in a bag of eels when
No one wants electric feels,
I thought it'd be over,
Between you and I,
I could have died,
Why did you lie?
The grass is so much greener on the other side,

.....On the Other side.

By Arcassin Burnham

Mind games is what turns on the bright lights for you
At night then up and at em',
I'd rather you fathom just being yourself,
I got no patients for the ones that like to envy
And claiming all of my trust just thinking when
I reach the stars That their going with me,
Like No!
Who do you think that I am, (like what)
Trying to latch my existence,
I'm aware of who despised me and who didn't,
But this is your fake intuition,
rolling in society's filth as I extinguish being a kid and
A human being,
Not like every human being.