Let me start the mood..

:The last shadows:
What I see are the last shadows of a world made of twilight..
They loved eachother in the darkness..
They made a family in the forever dusk of their shadow day..
Then the light came..  
It came and all the darkness could do was be pushed away..
If light was there darkness could never return..
And it was about to shine away the last of it..

Let me change the mood...

:Following the lines in my hands..:

My dreams of you..
Put a smile to my face before I truly awake..
Its the moment I am happy..
Its the moment I am back with you..
I remember then where I am at..
On what I was doing..
On the otherside of the galaxy..
Following the lines in my hands..
That reveal Heavens coordinates..

Final mood. . . . .

The peace of wind farms. . .

Driving down the road early one evening..
I think of random things to think about..
I do not know why!?
But when I am at my most relaxed state of mind I always see wind farms..
But not just any wind farm..
Wind farms high on a mountain in a desert in Texas..
Its as if I am suppose to find peace there..
I see the wind mills like I see the evening I am currently driving in.
It brings a beautiful peace to my soul..
Just to think about them..
Again I do not know why!
Perhaps its the wind..
Or maybe the windmills themselves..
How they spin to the will of the winds..

Its so easy for these feelings to take back over..
I fight them off for a few weeks but they always win..
But I fight and fight again,
Just simply to begin..

So I continue the good fight..  
All it takes is just a few moments..
To gather myself strong..
To stay away from the wrong..

Just don't get it off your chest..
Keep it to yourself..
If no one truly knows..
Then there is nowhere for it to go..

It can stay with me..
Inside like water..
Taking shape but always pushing..
Against this emotional dam thats leaking..

In the end its me..
Me getting through this..
Me fighting me..
Me making myself see..

Its the other me that doubts me..
Its the me that believes in me..
Constant conflict and compromise..
Emotions in disguise...

In time dark place
You unleash my lace
And your moan show on my face
Make I haste to catch you in the pace

You show your smile as moon
Haunt me at my dreams - noon
Mine match yours and yours match mine
Together we are I can't leave you

You haunted me as starry heavens
You shown I , me true love
Be belatedly relating all your dreamships
As physically I do ascertain the facts

Then why should I say goodbye
This is the saddest word to ever say-bye
Just time and nothing but time separated us-by
By virtue of love and by virtue of time bind us by

Leaving you is the hardest thing
To do ; 'cause we are entwine
By words that are stronger than ocean-fire
As it burns it make me to inspire

Never will it expire
Even though I leave you I aspire
To be with you I inquire
You are always in my mind !

I shall use Jiahi Gudi
To lure you into my lair
Forever that you thought
You are lost in the air

by Martin Ijir

i'm crazy in love,
like a jealous, stormy cloud,
in love with your love.

She stops, asks a hug,
Our tender hug was pictured,
A scented moment.

I will meet with you past the stars..
On the other side of twilight..
Intertwined and slowly unraveling all at once..
A light awakens within us simultaneously..
This is where we meet past the stars..
Because during this time there is no light, there is no darkness.
We are just past the stars..
Then we return..
Just to go past them again..
Going slow is better than going fast..
Intertwined and slowly unraveling all at once again and again...

I've learned to be completely in love with myself. Not in the form of cockiness, but in the form of strength. Instead of looking for someone to be my muscle when I was weak I decided to accept the challenge of not letting anyone break me simply because I was so happy with myself anyone who didn't love me the way I love myself wouldn't be able to bring me to ruins. I have became very careful of who gets to experience me. I don't want anyone who is not worthy being able to know the deepest parts of me. How you love yourself is how you teach others to love you. Love isn't perfect but love always means respect. The moment you see how precious you are is the moment you put an end to anyone trying to harm you.

- Analysa Marie

I drove to nowhere one day and found somewhere..
A somewhere inside of me that was always there..
It took getting nowhere to find it there..
And now that I am here, I will always be there..
For you, for me, for all of us..
Sometimes nowhere gets you somewhere..

There was a fire in the water..
On the mirror lake..
It was a reflection..
It was the only time the fire could make love to the water..
Without ever burning or dowsing one another..
Just a beautiful reflection of an impossible releationship..