Starting to feel the cold in my hands.
The sound of my breaking voice.
Agonizing light.
A Still world
and again in darkness.
The time is near,
And a slow whisper tells my soul:
"He is not worth all of this."
**Maybe I shouldn't wait anymore...

It all happened so spontaneous,
so naturally,
That neither of us found it odd that,
Suddenly, my hand was being held
by yours
And we were staring at each other like
A pair of fools."  
❤️❤️❤️

I don't think I'm going to do it
But something isn't right
I was able to ignore it before
When there was no hope I might

I don't think I'm going to do it,
A part of me wants to let it out
I'm scared of what will happen next
But I'm just so full of doubt

I don't think I'm going to do it
But something just isn't right
Before I met you, I thought about it
Tried it out once or twice

I don't believe I have to courage to do it
This is something you will never know
I just hope my mask doesn't slip up,
Putting my true self on show