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Brigette Beck May 2016
I don't know what you see in me
I'm hardly a work of art
I have so many flaws
That I don't know where to start.
I'm impulsive and unreasonable
Indecisive and unsure
I could go on and on
About why I shouldn't be yours.
You're incredible and caring
I don't deserve you
No matter how much you say it
I can't believe that it's true
I'm lucky to have you by my side
When I'm me, just me
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough…
One day you'll see
Brigette Beck May 2016
what can you do
when every instinct in your body
is screaming to fight,
to stay alive,
but your mind
has lost the will to live?
Brigette Beck May 2016
I love you beyond belief
And maybe I'm going too fast,
Telling you this,
But I love you.
I'd do so much for you
And it breaks my heart
To see you hurting.
:)
Brigette Beck May 2016
I'm terrified.

Not for myself.
For you.

I know I don't understand.
I know, in your eyes, I shouldn't be scared.
I know.
But regardless of what you tell me,
I can't just leave you.

I love you

and I am terrified for you.
I know, I know.
Brigette Beck Apr 2016
You need me
and I need you
Don't pretend it isn't true
I know you know it too
After all we've gone through
To begin anew
I think I always knew
That I’d need you


So please don't go…

*I need you
I know I don't understand.
Brigette Beck Apr 2016
I was teetering on the edge
I couldn't tell you for how long
Praying that I wouldn't fall
Hanging on, staying strong
After some time there
I was fine, continuing on
Then an unseen force pulled me over
I was gone
I was falling through space and time
Into the distant past
A past of misery and darkness
That I thought I had escaped at last

I am still falling
Falling through the darkness, blind
The edge that was once my refuge is long gone
Out of sight, out of mind

Out of time
My time is up
Brigette Beck Apr 2016
the World can move On
i’ll Just be here
crying out into The endless Abyss
that Has been cradling me
Since The beginning Of my eternity
i’ll Just Be here
screaming Into the void
that Has enveloped me In Its frozen Breath
Since The Dawn of my life
neglected And alone in the Cage of my Mind
Lost in A sea of Overwhelming darkness
and tangled in the fabric of Life
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