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What if, we go out together
Watch movies that take forever
Eat popcorn on a early hour
Sit dearly on the spot of ours

What if, we stand by the moonlight
Kissing with the breeze on flight
Tiptoeing into our secret site
endless  giggles we try to fight

What if, we go marry each other
Never look for any other
In our lovely bliss, live forever
With our loving son and daughter

What if, I promise you my love
As the stars twinkle above
And so will it blaze, my love
'Til we finally meet in heaven above

What if, just what ifs
A plan I hope to be a gift
A heaven sent item of joy and grief
For it is just as it is, What if?
The game of What If. Such a painful story for my beloved Granddad Rudy, may you rest in peace.
 Aug 2016 Ben At93
Muggle Ginger
In a world
of trees, I
was born
a bird.
 Aug 2016 Ben At93
Dark Delusion
Laying in my bed.
Sleeping and dreaming.
About things I left unsaid.
My heart's still beating.

Waking up dizzy and sweaty
Stepping on the freezing floor.
My head feels heavy.
I slowly open the door.

Stepping out of my room.
Where I’ve been locked up.
Still night, is what I would assume.
I feel like I’m about to throw up

Walking down the creaking stairs.
Step by step, an unpleasant sound.
Down to all the unawares.
The touch of the cold concrete ground.

I can’t stand up anymore.
As I stretch my hand.
I collapse down on the floor.
This is not how I had planned.

I need to wake up from this gross nightmare.
I don’t want to have a single regret.
There’s a secret I need to share.
Before I forget.
This book you opened
That you now refuse to read
Was once what you wanted
And now what you need

Swift are your fingers
As they move through the pages
But the feeling that lingers
One you haven’t felt in ages

Don’t close the book
For once, follow through
Take yet another look
They’re counting on you

The key to recovery
And everything that matters
A journey of self discovery
Hidden in those letters
i notice your light from afar
it helps my eyes to see
and leads the way to you

but just like that of a star
it takes too long to reach me
you’re gone when I pull through
Summer sky
It's warm outside
Between the trees
Where we both hide
And tell our stories

I fell for you
Your own meteor
With a burning heart
Catch me before
We part

The hatch is open
Let's float in space
Our problems so light
This is our place
We shine, so bright

Float, float away with me tonight
 Jul 2016 Ben At93
Torin
only love
 Jul 2016 Ben At93
Torin
I know you have been hurt before
And every trust becomes the blood
We won't see moons when we close our eyes
We won't see stars in our scars
And we may breathe
Still the air wont taste so sweet
Like a house falling into the sea
Like the pain can't be relieved
I know you have been hurt before
And hands could never heal you
And life teaches that we should be numb
With only one way that I can feel
Only love
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