I yet dream of a night so beautiful,
One of which the stars burn brightly,
Where it is nature that towers over me,
With winds so calming it caresses the skin,
A night where doubts are diminished,
And hearts beat loud with wondering eyes upon the sky,
A night where the world is muted for a moment in time,
I yet dream of this.

Under the cold ambient night sky
My senses run wild
Having tasted it
I want more
I crave no others
Is this selfish?
To want this warmth flow over my skin
To have those arms around me each day
Do i delude myself, like i always do
Or do i let the fire burn in the winter snow?

Without words spoken i call out your name
In the darkness i see you clearly
And in the sun i am in your shadow
It is in my heart that speaks to you
It is my mind that sees you clearly
And it is happiness that i feel most with you.
But why its it so?
Why not another's embrace?
Why do they feel numb compared to you?
Why am i cold to others, but warm to you?
What is this i feel?
Why is it that i can never depart from you?
Why cant i be free from this?
What will become of my sanity?

I look up to the night sky with a heavy heart breathing.
It is my tears that keeps me up late at night.
Tis the stinging in my eyes that linger through the day
There be a wanting feeling beyond what i can imagine
How did it come to be?
Oh this fraility within
Why must it be?

I glanced at you from within the mist
Your face familiar
Within seconds and no hesitation you were in my arms and i was in yours.
I felt the warmth, the fulfilment and the love.
I was safe and not alone.
I wish it were real
Reality could never posses something i do not have.
But in dream i do.
How torturous are my dreams to show me thus.
Showing me something i cant have.
Showing someone i have never met.
But yet letting me feel the one thing i wait for.

Upon thine eyes i see thee
There be breath in thou lungs
Blood flows in thou veins
A beat from within thy chest
Hath thee waited under the great oak?
For thy hath waited under stars at night
Doth thee reach out?
Echoing calls of thy name in the wind
Thy tears yearn for thou warmth
But alas the cold air kisses thyself
The darkness awakens thy senses
For thy hath felt thee when lonely tears do shed

Eyes steadfast upon a black horizon
Unmoving body lays breathing
Pain at every breath
Silent screams echo internally
Weary mind
Lonely heart
A beating heart in a lifeless body
Stitches begin to unravel
Repeat of defeat upon my life
Even ghosts do not linger like me
A vain effort achieved
A pain forever unshakeable