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  Aug 2017 Cloudy Heart
BladeRunner
A sense of lightness
is what I suppose happiness could be
Not a feeling but a state of being

And at the same time
you can also feel blue

Light blue

So it doesn´t rip you apart
but quietly soothes your mind
and lets your soul unwind
Cloudy Heart Aug 2017
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The night air
kisses my cheeks
but my soul
feels so weak
I'm left in the dark wondering
will you turn the light back on?
Night thoughts
  Aug 2017 Cloudy Heart
Mohd Arshad
Be
Being In love with poetry
Is changing society in its bad days.......
  Aug 2017 Cloudy Heart
withloveblank
You once asked me that question
and all I could answer was, "I just love you."
My answer to your question might seem so simple,
but believe me when I say it's more complex than that.

My love for you is too vast,
there's no amount that can measure it.
It is by itself indescribable,
no words can do it justice.

I would say that you're my whole universe,
but to me you're more than just an immense number of galaxies.
I would say that I love you to infinity,
but I know that I love you more than what's beyond the infinite.
I would say that I could love you for eternity,
but to me even eternity seems like a short period of time.
I could write this for as long as I want,
but I know that this won't even be enough to explain my love.

So dear, if you ever ask me again of how much I love you,
know that my answer would still stay the same.
Within those four words my love remains indefinable.
Within those four words my love remains immeasurable.

"I just love you" and that is all I can say.
My Love, I just love you.
Cloudy Heart Aug 2017
I have knots in my stomach
I feel my fingers slipping slowly
unable to grasp anything or anyone
the crisp, fall air reminds me of the hurt
I am just trying to break free
I feel constricted by my past
these scars will not fade
I feel my past has caused
an unnecessary amount of pain
I should not have to feel
like a shivering, lonely dog
waiting to be loved,
but wondering when that love will leave
I shouldn't have to hate my body
because it was never enough for the wrong person
I shouldn't have to question whether
he loves me
so often in a day
because you never did love me
I shouldn't have to feel like shattered glass
every time I get insecure
because you always wanted something more
even he hates the way you've ruined me
-m.a.
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Cloudy Heart Aug 2017
Anxiety to me
is knowing how to swim
but still drowning
lost in darkness and clawing
for the slightest light
a way out
it eats me from the inside
it claws at my skin
it makes me feel I'm not worthy
it destroys my head
I wonder what it's like
to not feel this way
to wake up and say
"Everything is okay"
I wonder what it's like
to not rely on pills for sleep
to have a gentle sleep
instead of a sleep that jolts you awake
the demons are here again
they want to make me scream
anxiety to me
is one terrible dream
-m.a.
I ******* hate how I feel.
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