Are we as humans becoming disposable?
It’s so easy to type, beat and delete
Why are we so scared to be open and vulnerable?
But also considerate.
Not through a dm but say hi to my face
See my expression with your eyes
Wanna get to know me? Ask.
Let me access your energy
Give me depth
Let me analyse your soul
It had become so difficult to find sincerity in people especially due to the ease of social media and how people use and abuse.
I stain myself on you
Hold onto your every imprint
Attempt permanence in your mind
Vivid thoughts you stole
Tainted brushes of colour
Mould myself to fit your image
Became a blank canvas
Though I know too well
I am watercolour
I wash off
In world full of temporary people be art.
"you're quieter than usual lately."
"there's nothing to say."
It takes a year,
for the pain to leave my veins,
for the memories of you to fade,
for the cuts in my soul to heal,
for the rhythm of my heart to change when I’m around you,
to forget your touch on my mind,
to forgive the universe for meeting you,
to live life like you and me had never happened.
I just sit and gaze,
And watch my walls burn in a blaze,
As I become captive to her eyes,
I see my darkest dreams
But I take a glance
In thought that I have a fleeting chance
Of escaping from her,
Not yet, it seems.
I fall to my knees
And I utter my pleas,
But she just smiles,
In the darkness, her smile gleams.
My demons scream and yell,
But it's no use,
Coz I’m under her spell.
This is crazy man what's going on? I ain't ever felt this way before
My hands were cold
My heart was numb
Beating senseless for you
You became my sunshine
Even tho I could not see the light
You became my touch
Even when my hands were cold
I am a rainbow
The product of the rain and sun
You ran to find my *** of gold
Though you were too greedy
Because you missed my vivid colours
And captivating curves
Now I disappear
And you are left wishing
I have always loved rainbows, and after a heartbreak I realised my worth and I am a rainbow, full of life and colour, the product of the good and the bad, the rain and sun, happy always.