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Slits to the wrists
Bottles to the head
Needles in my arm
A stranger in my bed

Unwanted love
Heart filled with hate
No way out
Except the pearly gates

Ice cold skin
A soul untamed
World full of sin
Popping pills to remain sane
 Aug 2014 Rhiannon Grace
17th
harder
 Aug 2014 Rhiannon Grace
17th
close your eyes
tell me what is it
don't let those crazy eyes
don't let them cry
keep looking at me
I won't step aside
don't give up on me

I wrote you a song
about all the little things you like
I wanted to take it slow
but the rush between the both of us
couldn't make it any slow

I just wish I could have known you better than this
So this is for you,
i think,
i don't even know anymore.
i want to cry.
i'm trying hard to not to.
i'm scared and afraid.
i've had better days,
but the number is small.
i'm so alone,
i don't want to go home.
i think i'm done.
no goodbyes, just a gun.
too bad i love you,
maybe i’ll see you soon.
I'm the waste of space in your life
Loss of time in your day
Lack of air in your lungs
And the negative thought in your brain
 Aug 2014 Rhiannon Grace
Riya
Her clothes are stained red,
From the truth that she shed.
Her wrists are stained a deep purple,
From the lies that she has hidden.

So many promises were broken,
Those which were spoken and
Unspoken.
All shattered in one, swift, swipe.

The tears are now drying up,
They're being replaced with a huge
Smile.

The numbness is now taking over,
Her one true saviour.
The one she has been lusting over,
Since the razor has become her master.
Empty hearts in crowded bars
Teary eyes chasing cars
Drinking life away
Trying to remember a time when the sky wasn't gray

Dead fingertips with a tight grip
Teardrops that don't drip
A smile covered in tear stains
Blood that doesn't run through veins

Just one more time
Darkness in daytime
One last breath
Didn't know that it would end in death
All alone, nothing to live for
Surrounded, and can't reach the door
Step over the line
But apparently I'm fine
Hidden bandages and countless lies
Putting on the same thing everyone hides

Gripping onto hope
But going crazy trying to cope
Screaming for someone to help
But the help never comes
Scratched eyes and bleeding gums
The craziness has only begun

Where is everyone who said they'd be here?
I can't face this fear
Where are they now?
Nobody wants to help me now
They're letting me take the bow

All alone, no where to run.
I'm drunk on ***** and ***
No where to go
I go alone...
we all do it;

when we're in pain,
we listen to that song,
that makes our hearts mend.

when we're broken,
we cry,
until there is no more tears.

when we have no other way to express ourselves,
we put a razor blade to a skin,
and pray it will go a little deeper than planned.

when we wanna feel the beautiful numbness,
we stab needles,
with love potion,
into our veins,
waiting to feel no more pain.

and when we're heartbroken,
we smoke a lot of menthol cigarettes,
because she only smoked Marlboro.

(e.k.j.)
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