you’ll miss them
you’ll think of the good times with them
you’ll try to justify their behavior
you’ll break every time you hear their name
you’ll be constantly looking behind you
you’ll worry that they’ll come after you
you’ll lose trust in those you love
you’ll be broken for a long time
but you’ll eventually get better

"Oh baby, you're so beautiful when you cry"
He told me
"Now close your mouth
And open your legs"

Sometimes I get chills
Not because I'm cold
Because I can still feel
His hands on me

I hid
So I could go out
I wore the mask
Of self doubt
From being broken
Too many times
I hid my face
To pretend I was
      Fine.


                    -L.Frost

I’m so scared,

and I don’t even know
what I’m scared of.



I don't even know
what I'm scared of,

but I know that
I need to be scared.

got all these voices in my head
and monsters in my bed
and memories of words and things
i can't recall i said

Loneliness lingers
Where your touch once
Scorched.