Mirza Lazim: Favorites

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

I Miss You

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

She Writes

I miss you
And you aren’t even gone yet
From experience
I know how this will end

One day you will find someone new
Meet someone funnier; prettier
You’ll slowly slip away
All while denying anything is wrong

When you look into her eyes
You will see a future
When you look in my eyes
You see lust and desire

There is no future for us here
so why do I let myself fall in love anyway?

#miss #love #lust #desire

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

Scream at Me

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

She Writes

Scream at Me

I’d rather you scream at me for ten hours,
Than give me the silent treatment for one.
Screaming shows me you care in a twisted way,
Silence shows me you couldn’t care less.

#scream #yell #love #fight #silent #silence #hurt #care

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

Be Someone New

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

She Writes

Be Someone New

If I could wake up tomorrow
And be someone new
I’d hope to be someone
That didn’t care about you

A person who wakes up
And smiles at the sun
Not a recluse
That hides from fun

Someone who looks in the mirror
And values themself
Not insecure
Loathing herself

I wish to be someone
Free as a bird
Not someone who cares
What others have heard

But when I wake up
I will still be me
Hoping and wishing
One day I’ll be free

#new #dream #hope #wishing #loathe #sad #thinking

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

Left Behind

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

She Writes

Left Behind

Once again I am here alone
Struggling to pick up the pieces
Of a heart that’s been broken
One too many times

How do I put myself back together
When a piece gets left
With every person
That has left me behind

#love #lost #broken #heart #heartbreak #relationship

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

Burn Me

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

She Writes

Burn Me

Burn me once;
Shame on you

Burn me twice;
Shame on me

Burn me three times;
I build an impenetrable fortress around my heart

A new take on an old saying.

#burn #heart #fortress #sad #heartbreak #love #relationship

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

I Deserve Better

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

She Writes

I Deserve Better

I say I deserve better,
And I know it’s true.
But if I believe it,
Why do I keep coming back to you?

I say that I am special,
And I know I’m worth more.
But if I know,
Than what am I fighting for?

I said this is the last time,
This is the end.
But if it’s over,
Why am I back here again?

#better #love #sad #heartbreak #hurt #pain #deserve

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

Thinking Too Much

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

She Writes

Thinking Too Much

As I sit over here
Thinking about you
I wonder if you’re sitting over there
Thinking about me too

I’d never ask
Out of fear
That I am not the one
On your mind, dear

I’d rather live with hope
That you think of me, lover
Than know for sure
It is another

#thinking #hope #love #mind #lover #dear

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

My Addiction

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

She Writes

My Addiction

Your attention is my addiction,
And I need a fix.

#addiction #love #attention

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

The way I love

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

She Writes

The way I love

Yes I am clingy,
But you will never find someone
There for you like I will be.

Yes I am needy,
But when you need reassurance
I’ll be full of soothing words.

Yes I am jealous,
But you will never find someone
More loyal than me.

Yes I am possessive,
But you will never find someone
That values you like I do.

Yes I have flaws, I am human. Please don’t fault me for loving the way I do.

#love #jealousy #needy #clingy #possessive

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

Sad world

Dec 2017 Mirza Lazim

She Writes

Sad world

I am trying to blend,
In a word filled with the opressed,
Distressed, and self-obsessed.
It leaves me a little depressed.

Authenticity is hard to come by.
Everyone is medicated.
Facades often created.
The fakery I have always hated.

I don’t belong.
All they see is skin.
Doesn’t matter what’s within.
Could care less where I’ve been.

Show me something below the surface.
Give me something more.
Let your feelings out til’ your throat is sore.
Be real, that’s all I ask for.

#fake #medicated #depressed #sad #facade #feelings