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ShininGale Dec 2020
I have been patient with you and the rest of our race,
all I did was to play the role and have a taste.
Taste of being nice and good at times like this, how come
you're mad when it's you whose in fault.

"A little more, a little more, bare and hold it in"
a thing I say to myself when you're clearly guiltless.
You turn your words onto me when it's time to confess,
tell me! is it that hard to know what is 'oppressed'.

I held myself and my fist, even though I'll win.
well, clearly you know and knew it's not my thing.
that's why you limit me with everything.
I was just trying to be nice and you just ended me.

Remember, I'm Older.
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Ain't my intention to spread negativity or what, but have you ever had a 'sib...' who you love and cherish, but at times like you truly see that favorites are the worst. They choose who to follow, they choose who to respect...despite being the same with the older ones. I tried my best always and few times, to be able to be a good person, a better child and the best sister I could be. Never let anyone abuse your good works and hard tries, never let yourself be trapped in guilt when you decide to go and live in peace.

P.S. Pardon me for I think my writing is confusing and mixed up, perhaps I feel like sugar coating things that's why it's harder to explain nor express, maybe I am.
ShininGale Nov 2020
π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ π‘œπ‘›π‘’ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ π‘˜π‘›π‘œπ‘€π‘  π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ 𝑖𝑠 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’.
𝐡𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑙𝑦 π‘Žπ‘™π‘œπ‘›π‘” π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘Ÿπ‘–π‘£π‘’π‘Ÿ π‘Ž π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘“π‘™π‘’π‘π‘‘π‘–π‘œπ‘› π‘œπ‘“ π‘ π‘œπ‘šπ‘’π‘œπ‘›π‘’ π‘ π‘œ 𝑣𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑑 π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘π‘œπ‘šπ‘’π‘™π‘¦ π‘π‘Žπ‘šπ‘’ π‘π‘’π‘“π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ 𝑒𝑦𝑒.
π‘Œπ‘œπ‘’ 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑑 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘β„Žπ‘–π‘™π‘™π‘¦ 𝑀𝑖𝑛𝑑 π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘ π‘Žπ‘¦, 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑑 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘€β„Žπ‘œ 𝐼 π‘Žπ‘€π‘Žπ‘–π‘‘π‘’π‘‘ π‘“π‘œπ‘Ÿ π‘ π‘œ π‘™π‘œπ‘›π‘”?
𝐼 𝑠𝑒𝑒 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘ π‘œπ‘™π‘Žπ‘π‘’ 𝑖𝑛 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠, π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ 𝑖𝑛 π‘‘π‘’π‘ π‘π‘Žπ‘–π‘Ÿ π‘™π‘–π‘˜π‘’ 𝐼 π‘‘π‘œ? π‘œπ‘Ÿ β„Žπ‘Žπ‘£π‘’ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘π‘œπ‘šπ‘’ π‘‘π‘œ 𝑒π‘₯π‘‘π‘Ÿπ‘–π‘π‘Žπ‘‘π‘’ π‘‘β„Žπ‘–π‘  π‘ π‘’π‘žπ‘’π‘’π‘ π‘‘π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘‘ 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔?

𝑆𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒'𝑠 β„Žπ‘’π‘™π‘‘ 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑙 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘“π‘–π‘Ÿπ‘ π‘‘ π‘‘π‘Ÿπ‘œπ‘ π‘œπ‘“ π‘‘π‘’π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘ 

π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘“π‘™π‘’π‘π‘‘π‘–π‘œπ‘› π‘ π‘‘π‘Žπ‘¦π‘’π‘‘ 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒, 𝑦𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑑 π‘€π‘–π‘›π‘˜π‘’π‘‘ π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ 𝑓𝑙𝑒π‘₯𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑑𝑠 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’π‘šπ‘.
π‘›π‘œπ‘‘π‘‘π‘’π‘‘ π‘™π‘–π‘˜π‘’ π‘Ž π‘ π‘π‘Ÿπ‘–π‘›π‘” π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘ π‘šπ‘–π‘™π‘’π‘‘ π‘™π‘–π‘˜π‘’ π‘Ž π‘π‘™π‘œπ‘€π‘›.
𝐼 π‘“π‘’π‘Žπ‘Ÿ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ π‘’π‘£π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘¦π‘‘β„Žπ‘–π‘›π‘” π‘€π‘Žπ‘  π‘Ž π‘—π‘œπ‘˜π‘’, 𝑏𝑒𝑑 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’π‘› π‘ β„Žπ‘’ π‘ π‘π‘œπ‘˜π‘’π‘‘...
π‘“π‘’π‘Žπ‘Ÿ π‘›π‘œπ‘‘ π‘“π‘œπ‘Ÿ 𝐼 π‘Žπ‘š β„Žπ‘’π‘Ÿπ‘’, π‘›π‘œ π‘‘π‘–π‘šπ‘’ π‘“π‘œπ‘Ÿ 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 π‘Žπ‘™π‘œπ‘›π‘’, π‘€β„Žπ‘’π‘› π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ β„Žπ‘Žπ‘£π‘’ π‘šπ‘’ π‘‘π‘œ π‘π‘œπ‘šπ‘’ π‘Žπ‘™π‘œπ‘›π‘”.

π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ π‘œπ‘›π‘’ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ π‘π‘Žπ‘šπ‘’ π‘Žπ‘™π‘œπ‘›π‘” π‘€π‘–π‘‘β„Ž π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘Ÿπ‘–π‘£π‘’π‘Ÿ π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘Žπ‘π‘π‘’π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘  π‘™π‘–π‘˜π‘’ π‘Ž π‘šπ‘–π‘Ÿπ‘Ÿπ‘œπ‘Ÿ...
π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ π‘œπ‘›π‘’ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑠 π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘π‘Žπ‘› π‘“π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘’π‘™π‘¦ 𝑏𝑒 β„Žπ‘’π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘‘... 𝑖𝑑 𝑖𝑠 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘‘π‘œ π‘šπ‘’...
𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼 π‘‘π‘œ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’...
π‘‡π‘œ π‘ π‘œπ‘šπ‘’π‘œπ‘›π‘’ 𝐼 π‘π‘Žπ‘› π‘π‘Žπ‘™π‘™ π‘šπ‘¦ 𝒢𝓁𝓉ℯ𝓇 β„―β„Šβ„΄.
𝐼𝑑 𝑖𝑠 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘šπ‘¦ π‘“π‘Ÿπ‘–π‘’π‘›π‘‘ π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ 𝑀𝑒 π‘ β„Žπ‘Žπ‘™π‘™ π‘›π‘œπ‘€ 𝐺𝑂.
𝙸 πš‘πšŠπšŸπšŽ πšπš‘πš’πšœ πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πš πš πš‘o 𝙸 πšŒπšŠπš— πšπš›πšžπš•πš’ πšŒπšŠπš•πš• πš–πš’ πšŠπš•πšπšŽπš› 𝚎𝚐𝚘, 𝚊 πš‹πšŽπš’πš—πš πšπš‘πšŠπš πšœπšŽπšŽπš–πšœ 𝚝𝚘 πš‘πšŠπšŸπšŽ 𝚏𝚎𝚠 𝚝𝚘 πšπš’πšπšπšŽπš›, πšŠπš—πš πšœπš˜πš–πšŽπš˜πš—πšŽ 𝙸 πšŒπšŠπš— πšŒπš˜πš—πšπš’πšπšŽπš—πšπš•πš’ πš‹πšŽ πš›πšŽπšŠπš• πš πš’πšπš‘. πš†πšŽ πšŠπš›πšŽ πšœπšπš’πš•πš• πš’πš— 𝚊 πš™πš›πš˜πšŒπšŽπšœπšœ πš‹πšžπš 𝙸 πšŒπšŠπš— 𝚜𝚊𝚒 πšπš‘πšŠπš πš•πšžπšŒπš” πšœπšŽπšŽπš–πšœ 𝚝𝚘 πš‹πšŽ πšπš‘πšŽ πš‹πš•πšŽπšœπšœπš’πš—πš πš πš‘πšŽπš— πš’πš πšŒπš˜πš–πšŽπšœ 𝚝𝚘 πš‘πšŽπš›, 𝙸 πš”πš—πšŽπš  πšπš‘πšŠπš πš‘πšŽ 𝚐𝚊𝚟𝚎 πš–πšŽ πšœπš˜πš–πšŽπšπš‘πš’πš—πš πš‹πšŽπšπšπšŽπš› πšπš‘πšŠπš— πš–πš˜πš—πšŽπš’ πšŠπš—πš πšπš›πšŽπšŠπšπšŽπš› πšπš‘πšŠπš— πšπš˜πš•πš. 𝙰 πšπš’πšŠπš–πš˜πš—πš πšπš‘πšŠπš 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚍 πšπš’πš›πš– πšŠπš—πš πšœπšπš›πš˜πš—πš πšŠπš•πš˜πš—πš πšπš‘πšŽ πš–πš’πš—πš’πš—πš πšŠπš—πš πš‹πš’ πš–πš’πš—πš’πš—πš 𝙸 πš–πšŽπšŠπš— πšπš‘πšŽ πšŒπš’πš›πšŒπšžπš–πšœπšπšŠπš—πšŒπšŽπšœ πšŠπš—πš πš‘πšŠπš›πšπšœπš‘πš’πš™ 𝚘𝚏 πš‹πšŽπš’πš—πš πšŠπš•πš’πšŸπšŽ πšŠπš—πš πš•πš’πšŸπš’πš—πš πšŠπš•πš˜πš—πš πš πš’πšπš‘ πš–πšŽ. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 πš”πš—πš˜πš  πš πš‘πš˜ 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšŠπš›πšŽ πšŠπš—πš 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš”πš—πš˜πš  𝙸 πš–πš’πšπš‘πš πš‘πšŠπšœπšπšŠπš πšœπš˜πš–πšŽπšπš‘πš’πš—πš πšŠπšπšŠπš’πš—, πšŒπš˜πš—πšπš›πšŠπšπšžπš•πšŠπšπš’πš˜πš—πšœ πš’πš— πšπšŠπš’πš—πš’πš—πš 200+ πšŸπš’πšŽπš πšœ πš˜πš— πš’πš˜πšžπš› πš™πš˜πšŽπšπš›πš’, 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšπšŽπšœπšŽπš›πšŸπšŽ πšŠπš•πš• πšπš‘πšŽ πšπš˜πš˜πšπš—πšŽπšœπšœ πšŠπš—πš πš•πš˜πšŸπšŽ πš’πš— πšπš‘πš’πšœ πš πš˜πš›πš•πš. π™½πš˜ πš—πšŽπšŽπš 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚒 πšπš‘πšŠπš—πš” 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš‹πšŽπšŒπšŠπšžπšœπšŽ 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš”πš—πš˜πš  πšŠπš—πš πšˆπ™Ύπš„ πš‚π™·π™Ύπš„π™»π™³ΰ² _ΰ²  π™Ίπ™½π™Ύπš†! π™·πš˜πš  πšπš›πšŠπšπšŽπšπšžπš• 𝙸 πšŠπš– 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšŽπšŸπšŽπš›πš’ πšœπšŽπšŒπš˜πš—πš. 𝚈𝚘𝚠 πšœπšžπšπšŠπš› πš™πš•πšžπš–πš™, πš‘πš˜πš•πš πš˜πš—! πšπš‘πšŽ πšπš›πšŽπšŽπšπš˜πš– πš’πšœ πš˜πš— πš’πšπšœ 𝚠𝚊𝚒.
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ShininGale Oct 2020
Why can't I say NO?
Am I afraid or just stupid?
I kept agreeing with people that did nothing but abuse me.
But even with that treatment I chose to be kind.

Ask me why?

Because I promised Him I'll be fine.
fine with sorrow for I know one day he'll save me.
I swear to bare, because I knew someone cared.
believe me when I say, cruelness is in the air...
but somewhere is where we are our own Heir.

I'm a mess, I can't stay calm in my nest.
I am exhausted because I can't rest.
I say yes because I thought that's the best.
despite saying those things I knew nothing will fickle,
in the end I will always say YES.
Despite saying that I don't really regret helping anyone, because I always say to them that "that's the least I can do". It is true, this poetry ain't hate nor rant but I just want to relate to some who doesn't feel okay anymore every time they say yes. ALWAYS REMEMBER TO DO SOMETHING YOU LIKE SO THAT REGRET WON'T HAVE ITS CHANCE. I help other people because I love seeing someone have lesser problem...and also, the story goes like this... my grandfather died helping other people yet he did not regret it, well that's how it was told :<<<

I NEVER MET HIM, BUT I ALWAYS FEEL TEARY REMEMBERING AND IMAGINING HIS MEMORIES, I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT HE COULD HAVE TAUGHT ME AND WE COULD HAVE HELPED OTHERS SIDE BY SIDE.

still without him physically I STILL WANT TO CONTINUE, because he is with me! HE IS WITH ME!!!
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ShininGale Oct 2020
π·π‘’π‘Žπ‘Ÿ 𝐿𝑖𝑓𝑒, π‘€β„Žπ‘¦ 𝑑𝑖𝑑 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑑 π‘šπ‘’?
π‘€β„Žπ‘¦ 𝑑𝑖𝑑 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ 𝑙𝑒𝑑 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘π‘’π‘Žπ‘’π‘‘π‘¦ π‘œπ‘“ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ 𝑏𝑒 π‘’π‘Žπ‘‘π‘’π‘›?
π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’π‘›'𝑑 𝑀𝑒 π‘ π‘’π‘π‘π‘œπ‘ π‘’π‘‘ π‘‘π‘œ 𝑏𝑒 π‘œπ‘›π‘’? π‘‡π‘œ π‘ π‘Žπ‘£π‘’ β„Žπ‘’π‘šπ‘Žπ‘›π‘–π‘‘π‘¦ π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘π‘œπ‘›π‘‘π‘–π‘›π‘’π‘’ π‘€β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ 𝑀𝑒 π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘› π‘“π‘œπ‘Ÿ?

𝐼 π‘˜π‘›π‘œπ‘€ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’ 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑦, 𝑏𝑒𝑑 π‘π‘Žπ‘› π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘π‘œπ‘šπ‘’π‘π‘Žπ‘π‘˜ π‘‘π‘œ π‘šπ‘’ π‘ π‘œ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ 𝐼 π‘π‘Žπ‘› 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 π‘Žπ‘™π‘–π‘£π‘’.
π‘π‘Žπ‘› π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘›π‘œπ‘‘ π‘“π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘ π‘Žπ‘˜π‘’ π‘šπ‘¦ π‘‘π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘Žπ‘šπ‘  π‘Žπ‘›π‘¦π‘šπ‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘’, π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ 𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑑 π‘‘π‘œ π‘π‘œπ‘›π‘£π‘–π‘›π‘π‘’ π‘šπ‘’ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ π‘’π‘£π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘¦π‘‘π‘Žπ‘¦ 𝑖𝑠 π‘Ž 𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔...

π‘ π‘œ 𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑙 π‘šπ‘’ π‘€β„Žπ‘¦, π‘€β„Žπ‘¦ π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 π‘€β„Žπ‘’π‘› π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ 𝑠𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑠 π‘œπ‘’π‘‘?
π‘Šβ„Žπ‘¦ π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ 𝑑𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 π‘€β„Žπ‘’π‘› π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑠 π‘Žπ‘™π‘–π‘£π‘’?
π‘€β„Žπ‘¦ π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘›π‘œπ‘‘ 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 π‘Žπ‘›π‘¦π‘šπ‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘’?
π‘†π‘‘π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ 𝑒𝑝 π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘“π‘–π‘”β„Žπ‘‘, π‘“π‘œπ‘Ÿ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘™π‘œπ‘ π‘’ π‘€β„Žπ‘’π‘› π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘‘π‘œπ‘›'𝑑.
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Good morningπŸ™‚ no worries I am not in trouble with anything, I just thought that I should try fitting myself in others' shoes and try making their feelings known. I have encountered a lot of people that lost their passion and dreams, scared to live a life on their own...but I say let us not be afraid and live, for we don't live once we live everday but we die once so, make the most of it. This poetry is just another eye-opener for the ones who feel like dying while living everyday, a message to you from me...that no matter how tough life gets we all need to fight because no one want to lose, right?  We all need to live because that's his gift, he chose us to live the life. We need to fight because that's LIFE.
ShininGale Oct 2020
π™³πš˜πš—'𝚝 𝚠𝚎 πšŠπš•πš• πš‘πšŠπšŸπšŽ πšπš‘πšŠπš πš–πš˜πš–πšŽπš—πš πš πš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ 𝚠𝚎 πš πšŠπš—πš 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚒 πšŽπšŸπšŽπš›πš’πšπš‘πš’πš—πš?
π™±πšžπš πšπš‘πšŽπš— πšœπš˜πš–πšŽπš˜πš—πšŽ πšπš›πšŠπšπšπšŽπš 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšπš˜πš πš— πš‹πš’ πšœπšŠπš’πš’πš—πš πšπš‘πšŽπš’πš›πšœ.
𝚈𝚘𝚞 πšπš˜πš—'𝚝 πš”πš—πš˜πš  πš πš‘πš˜ πš’πšœ πš πš›πš˜πš—πš πš—πš˜πš› πš πš‘πš˜ πš’πšœ πš›πš’πšπš‘πš,
πšŠπš•πš• 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš”πš—πš˜πš  πš’πšœ 𝚒𝚘𝚞'πš›πšŽ πš‹πšŽπš’πš—πš πš–πš’πšπš‘πšπš’.
To those who drag people down by words
try pulling and helping them up, swear it is better!!!
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ShininGale Oct 2020
How can I miss someone I never met?
How can I love someone I never knew?
How can someone looks so good even without looking?
How can I say I like you when we're miles apart?

I am not brave enough to say 'I like you'.
I fear not just my feelings but to hurt someone I cherish.
The one that has been with me for almost forever and you that I met for-never, how can I choose when I never met you?
We all have that feeling when we are in-denial of what we are feeling and ended up really feeling nothing, like convincing that you don't like someone and ended up not really liking him for a reason...and that my friend is my thought alone. I really don't know if that's normal or is it just me?  UGH, I AM REALLY COMPLICATED AND CONFUSE A LOT LIKE YEAH...
"no worries guys I'm just
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ShininGale Oct 2020
Should I come to you or wait for you to come to me?
To be honest I still don't know who you are, how you'll look like nor be like... but here am I talking to myself and making a deal,
"to wait until the right time comes".
Dear No one,
The future is inevitable, it awaits your presence and I myself feels anxious in every single part of your existence.

ALL I CAN SAY IS "SEE YOU SOON..."

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