Mama earth

Mama earth Sep 2020

The last few nights
You've been in my dreams
You were my protector
Or so it seemed
In real life and all reality
Me you did demean
Your love is a tragity
The truth has hit like gravity

You are the man of many dreams
Unfortunately you and me can not be
It is written in the stars
This is not our destiny

#separated #love #hurt #violence #sadness #ourchild #him #alcohol #fate #domestic

Mama earth Aug 2020

Her

Half part of me
All that I see
To my heart she holds the key
Together we will be

Without her I'm afraid I'd be lost. My baby girl is my everything.
For she holds me together.
She is my strength when I am weak.

#daughter #love #mother #bond #motherhood #peace #sanity #myrock

Mama earth Aug 2020

Shifting Drifting

Not sure how I'm feeling
Coping and dealing
Roping and reeling
In need of serious healing

#hardtimes #dazed #confused #hurt #sad #him #us #split #together #apart

Mama earth Jun 2020

Searching for guidance

Experiencing domestic violence
Sitting here in the silence

#violence #sadness #destruction #loneliness #hurt #unfair

Mama earth Jul 2019

Mans best friend

Your life was a fast track
                                got you under attack
The system is hacked
                                       Some sick act
I'd told you I'd come back
                        I'm too late matter of fact

Even though you're gone I'm still coming to say goodbye. I said I'd come back and you can hold me to that. R.I.P. Nissa I miss you so much..

#rip #love #hate #mistakes #death #sad #mad

Mama earth Jul 2019

Raveing Misbehaving

Love Craving
Red Flags Waving
Together we are Changing
Lacking correct Training
Experience Gaining
My life he is Saving

The struggle is real. Sealing my poetry is not worth your life.

#struggle #truth #silverlinings #god #imperfection #poetry #honesty #effort #meaninglfull

Mama earth Jan 2019

Ghosted

Together we
                               Bonded and Paired
Everything we
                                    Shared                               For each other we                                                                 Cared, Dared,
                                                    Unscared.
When I was
                                 Spent
To you I would
                                   Vent
You always knew what I
                                  Meant
Best friends we had
Sworn
Never imagined you I would
Morn
My heart was
Torn
                       We were 14+ Years
Strong
What went so
Wrong
Wishing u were here on this sad day
To take all my pain away

We were best freinds. It was you andme! We were us, not those other stupid prep girls and when you got the chance you left me. Just expressing that after 14+yrs and all of a sudden being treated like a ghost doesnt feel very good. You Wil forever have a spot in my heart

#falling #out #abrupt #end #idontgetit