you
      have
              no
                   idea  

how
        much
                  i
                   write
                        
                                    about
                                               you

you don't know this
but when you smile
the kind that goes from ear to ear
i simply sit there and feel
all of the overwhelming love that i have for you
and i am calm in that smile and i am in love
god, i am in love

you made me feel like i belonged
like i could actually have
a life involved with others
now you're gone
and i am even more alone
than before

was it all
just a joke?

the leaves are beginning to fall,
just as we are

i watched you sit inside of that sad house
i watched you sit inside of that sad room
i watched you sit inside the sadness within yourself
i watched you **** yourself

we felt like a dream that i am never going to forget

i think it's weird now how we spent the summer entirely in love
how good things felt, how they were
how much happiness sprung, as the sun
and the problems we tried to ignore but they eventually overtook us
now things feel so cold with no hope, soon like the snow
but i would still find your freezing hand and hold it with mine to give us warmth once more