I don’t know how, but you make me loose my words

I don’t know how, but I fell in love

I fell deeply in love

How could this happen after wondering for 18 years if I’m not enough for anybody to care for me, to be with me

And now I don’t even care anymore,
I just care about how you make me feel and how insanely deep I feel about you

I can’t seem to put my love for you in words, but these words are currently bubbling out of my heart

I love you, you’re my favorite person, you check all my boxes and I hate nothing more than not being around you

Everything makes sense when I’m around you and I know that I can do and achieve anything, because you show me my worth

Nobody would be better as my first love and I want you to be my only love ❤️

Roses can’t bloom forever

Every Rose you meet in your life
will stop living one day

Be someone’s rose
and choose how long
you want to stay in their life’s

Bloom for somebody

Rethink your thoughts
-
It might help you to release the right words into the world

Recycle your emotions
-
You can’t put all your thoughts and emotions into one person

Reduce your problems
-
You can’t live with a world full of problems

Release your tears
-
You can’t keep all your feelings bottled up

My desires are
to **** my feelings
to freeze my emotions and
to numb my pain

Lying hides my desires

I’m not ready to let go
I can’t
How could I
I’m attached
My life is attached to it
I can’t let go easily
I hate thinking about the fact of having to let someone go
It feels like leaving
It feels like betrayal
All strings are attached
I don’t know how to loosen them
I don’t want to loose anyone
My personality can’t let go
I just can’t
It’s hard when it happens, once it happened and it’s going to hurt in the future.

I‘m trapped
Trapped in a time loop
Trapped
-
Same scenario
-
Different people


I‘m robbed of my lifetime
I can’t do anything
I don’t want this to happen

I can’t get help
I made my decision
I have to live with it now

Was it the right thing?
Was it the wrong decision?
Am I going to be happy again?

I don’t want to feel like this
I want to travel back in time and get out of this dark place!

Decisions lead to new people, new adventures, old friends
You don’t have to change your life completely
-
Nobody expects you to do this
Nobody should expect this from you

Summer weather are emotions
Emotions that are hard to express

You’re holding back emotions
(The weather is getting hotter)
They are building themselves up in you
(Clouds are getting bigger)

And then
Suddenly
You let go of everything holding you back
The rain is pouring down your face
And the summer thunder and rain is coming down from the sky

It’s scary
It’s a new perspective
It’s a way of life