Staying for you,
praying it will work.
But are you in doubt?

Working hard,
taking time, putting in effort.
But are you in doubt?

Opening up,
showing scars, learning.
But are you in doubt?

You took my lips hostage
so I couldn’t beg for mercy
can’t feel a thing
other than your hands
holding my face
grabbing my waist
sparks flying
going crazy
you got me
intoxicated

My life has been about impressing people
when the only one I needed to impress
was myself

I was dancing with my demons the night we met,
you swooped in and took control.
The most confident soul I've ever met,
the way you studied me,
the way our eyes met.
You had no idea who I was, still you fell,
for someone like me, who you just met.
That night you stole my heart and ran
Gave me a high I've never met
made the demons even more cruel
-
I didn't mind, cause my life was doomed
before we even met

Journeys starts at night
in our dreams
as we are freed from reality
no limitations
tell me where you wanna go
I'll follow you
if you let me
on your side in this adventure
we will grow closer
you'll never be alone
in your dreams
at night

Money can't buy you happiness
&
love can't get you a better self-esteem
both of these are
up to you
.

I wonder,
when you look at her
do you still wish it was me?

I wonder,
when you talk about your dreams
do you still hear me cheering?

I wonder,
whenever you hear a giggle
is mine still an echo in your head?

I wonder,
whenever you have a bad day
Do you still want to hear my voice?

I wonder,
if this season
reminds you of me

Embracing
icy nights
with you.
cold cheeks,
red noses,
warm lips,
claiming
each other.

I don’t know whether my eyes are
open or closed
whether I’m sitting
or laying down
everything is upside down
I can’t feel my fingertips
but my mind feels everything
running in circles
I can’t stand
my bones are breaking
this sorrow
overwhelming sadness
it’s killing me
slowly

Like a flower in a storm,
break me down

Like a flower in the pouring rain,
I'm drowning

Like a flower in the winter,
freeze me to death

Like a flower in the desert,
crying myself to sleep

Like a flower waiting to bloom,
but never made it to spring

Greet me with your presence,
and that smile of yours.
If you were mine to keep,
I would leave my lipstick,
on your cheek.

Strolling aimlessly in my cage everyday
Wake up in the same corner, sadness
were hopelessness is sitting, wrapping its arms around me
I always end up going back to that corner
Can you blame me? I'm captured like this
It's the only place where I find comfort in these dark days
I get up, not much space, each corner
has it's own sick ways of treating me
trying to pull me in, whisper lies
It ends up being the same everyday
When I get too tired of crying with sadness
I go to loneliness, but that's not a friend either
So I turn to the sons of worthlessness
telling myself today is different
but they beat me up, uppercut me every time
And then there's the fourth corner. I never go there myself
It's dark there, darker than any other corner of my prison
Darker and more scarier if you close your eyes
I wont say it's name, it's a monster without mercy
But sometimes the sons throws me over to it
And I don't know when it gets tired of having it's claws around me
suffocating me
laughing at my pain
making my body numb
everything gets so heavy
it's a combination of all the corners
I've heard about how it can destroy you
I can only sit and wait for it to get tired of playing around
with my head

Darkness slowly fades away
for every laugh you create
I see you looking
focused on me
wonder what you think
then you just stole my lips
both giggling
feels like ecstasy
kissing without hesitation  
you need no permission
as long as it's you
you can have me

the only thing we wear
under the sheets are
each others lips

can't get hands off
craving the intimacy
breathing you in like a bad habit
I don't care

My love is like glitter
it's either beautiful or messy

The sun sets as we get closer
cuddled up in an embrace
we got nothing but love in our veins
with eyes full of lust - we touched
now as the stars align
you and I
lay in these sheets tonight

Love can be supermarket flowers.
That you bought,
just because you thought of her.
While you were looking for milk.

I woke up
missing you next to me
hugged my pillow
tighter
hoping the sadness would
fade away
fantasising about you and I
walking around the earth
looking for shooting stars
so I could
make a wish
of more kisses
with you

You're like
my favourite cup of coffee
when I sip
it feels the exact same way
as when the morning sun
shines so bright
it's warms your cold face
on a winter day
- making me feel alive

The moon taught me
to get up  
even when all
I was surrounded by
seemed dark

As the moonlight
kisses the sea
kiss me without patience
the moon did not wait
all day to then hold back
when it reunited with the sea
once again

I love to wake up
to the sound of your
racing heartbeat
feeling your soft lips
leaving tender kisses
all over my body
slowly waking me up

Woke up
but all I want to do is go back to sleep
because the thought of the real world
is suffocating me

Whisper my name,
In the morning.

Sugarcoat my name,
when you flatter me.

Yell my name,
when you miss me.

Scream my name,
when you need me.

Moan my name,
when I make you shiver.

You fell in love with
every part of me
every letter in my name
I love the way you say it
I had lost my attachment to it
long ago
but you helped me
find it again
now I can't imagine
life without it
-
You took it
and made it yours
signed it
with your name in the end

Smiling through the rain
when I'm under your
umbrella
you're my rainbow
after a rainy day
no need to search for gold
because you took me to
nirvana