We never talked much and most of my life I thought
You didn't like me for some reason
But only when we came close and started to build up a bond
I saw your other side.
I miss your weird food combos we used to have in our lunch
Our friendship was the shortest but the most memorable one.
Cuz asthma pulled you over and you left me in a hurry.



I wish that I knew more about you.
The phase you were going through.
For me, you were the best in my crew
I miss those kisses and hugs from you
I wish you never got on those railway tracks
For I still blame myself for not staying in touch with you


Only if I knew that it was our last lecture together
Only if I knew that I'll be seeing you for the last time ever
And only if I knew that the NCC campaign is gonna swallow up my friend
I would have never said that it was a good idea for you champ
You drowned in the lake about 5 years ago but I still can't forgive myself
Your smile with a white tee on is still haunting me down

In this game of lame dispute
And blames
It's foolish to claim
Something we can never have
No hope shall waft thee,
Put out the flame
Play the hurt game
And the heart will get maimed
It's a crying shame
For I don't feel the same
Like I used to
When you gave me this pen name.

Oh! Lord our saviour  
Please come save us
Walk on water became an ancient mythus
Your followers are made to walk on cactus

Black death on chess
Faith On test
Have mercy Lord Osiris
As heart's cry
Eyes bleed
It's a ****** mess

Seven Prince's
Ferre Lux-Lucis
Summon Mephistophilis
For woke shall be Faustus
You are miss understood
By your children
Forgive us
For you are the true light-bringer of the world
Morning star bring upon the light to us...

Come Camazotz
Make us fly
High in the
Greyish sky
No more war
No more sacrifice

Brainwashed bairn
With blood-soaked hands dried
Listen to the mother's cry
When her innocent child dies
In the riots
Of superiority;
Of authority
Between the majority
And minorities

Failing humanity  
Falling down in moral qualities
High in the
Greyish sky
Come Camazotz
Make us fly...

We start a journey together with someone
Side by side
Walking on the road
With destined site
A day comes when inevitably
Our paths divide

A chemical reaction in your body
You know but still can't slide
All you do is cheat on yourself, run and hide,
Hiding from the feelings that are buried inside
That's the same story every ****'in night
Your brain orders your heart to get over it
But the moment they left he eventually died
Poor thing couldn't survive

But look the moon still shines every night
As bright as he should be in the sky
Nothing's gonna dim his **** light
Unless it's another eclipse of his life

Let's talk about the god of billions
Where does he resides
Which one to bow down
Which one lied
Which one is verified
And which one verify's
A genocide to be right
He isn't satisfied
With human sacrifice
He'd much more dignified
If peace and love was our guide

Yet I'm starving for the divine
Yet I'm not happy to be alive...

So much hate on the plate
I would rather die myself
Than **** a comrade and label myself great

What's the point to investigate
When rapers don't get eliminate
Annihilate the citizens
While opening up the gates
To migrate in the state
Can't provide slate to educate

Fraud scams of digit eight
They have media on cheapskate
All they do is ******* scream nonsense on debates

Built a wall for President
Ashamed of the city that is contaminated
Isolate the bait
Death threat to judges and advocates
How can you expect justice from such dominants

Multiple locations were/are on communication break
Retaliate before it's too late
They don't even hesitate
To fabricate the history

Don't underestimate them
They have holy medicines based on **** cakes
Economy rate is falling down straight
Don't get frustrated of unemployment
Why are you upset??
"Mitroon" chill and meditate...

Next time I want to break my fingers
Is when they are inside of you
Don't wanna try up something new
Spread your legs wide open
Leme eat you
My wandering hands
Miss doing you
Caress you down
Until your face turns red
And your body blue
Don't worry wait'in
You can have me in the afternoon
Kiss me like it's our last one boo
Nothing about it will be cruel
Won't mistreat you
It's just me and you
When our dreams come true
At Liverpool
On our bedroom love pool
Making love like fools
Just me and you honey
Under the moon...

2k19 month of September
Alarmed an international terror
Climate change, change in weather
Drought across the nation
Turned into fire Strom centre
5 months from now
We can still witness the ember
Smoke, ashes from bushfire
Travelled thousands of acres

This inferno had us surrender
We lost a million of species endangered
And pushed many near extinction
Humans were no exception
32 were lost in this render
People lost their land of ancestors
Houses which were a place of
Laughter, revitalization and relaxation
Now are nothing but melted shelters

Firefighters to social writers
All jumped to help out the situation
From taking control over fire
To spread awareness
Seeking for helpers
Nature finally blessed us
It rained and things got under control
Before fire would swallow everything
And melt us...

I'm not unhurt,
Falling apart.
Can't save my heart,
From sweet darts.


Can't continue with this bleeding heart.
Lately, just want to depart,
It's late for a fresh start.
Life is a game, so I'm seeking for a mission abort
I see death as a beauty of art,
Everyone's gonna meet this sweetheart.


It's too chaotic, shame it was.
Hypocrisy misfits,
Too late to for ask it.
But now, I just wanna close my eyes,
go to sleep, in a casket
and never come out of it...

Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in the body I live in,
Everything's fine. But this ain't me, I'm living in a prison.

Depression, anxiety, I don't know what's the actual reason??
Slit wrist, cutthroat. Wanna move ahead for few days; my body left on the floor while bleeding

Death spoke to me...
Just calm down your mind; I will show the way to it.
Leme bring your stressed-out soul some peace
You don't have to overthink about a thing, please.

Everyone is afraid of me and fears me
But, when I'm with you;
You don't have to worry about anything.

And Xnwxr, the sun of your life is about to set; It won't rise again.
How long can you handle the dark alone and stay-in??

Come with me, I'll end it; leave your loved ones back.
You need to do it with your strong heart and never try to look back.

These words seemed so pleasing. My life had no meaning.
I agreed upon it and never tried to rethink

Don't know how long I can hold on to; it's suffocating,
I just wanna lay down and stop breathing...

Met a stranger by chance
Fell for her on first glance
Soon I was her man
Young love, on advance
I was more into romance
But, she had her own plans
Saw her with another man
She was more of into his finance


Still, in my heart she dwells
I remember her smell
And all of her jewel
Happiness and pain are lines in parallel
Love got misspelt
A spell you can't repel


The urgency of alarm Bell
Illuminating pessimism, expelled.
Fell down and yelled
To die upon a hand I love so well
I'm on my death knell. Give me a farewell
Abandoned heaven, flourishing in hell...

I'm on a mission of self-destruction.
Happy with my addictions;
Need no salvation.


Cursed with imagination,
Used to think as a commendation.
Then realised it has no limitations,
Absorbing radiation from Satan.
No marks of mortification.
Won't tolerate invasions,
Or be ready for penalization.


Character assassination, impatient expressions;
Celebration on each month of taken
Showing off relation, less communication
Reason for segregation.


Needed behaviour modification, my soul in rehabilitation
Now, I prefer isolation, a good long vacation;
Far away from damnation,
Searching for a destination.
A place for inner peace, for purification...

Deforestation for industrialization,
Is more like self-annihilation.
Soon we'll be on artificial respiration.


Procrastination for solutions on pollution,
Gonna cost upcoming generation.
Life cycle will break as animals add up in the list of extinction.
Soon every living being on this planet will be graven;
Due to starvation...

Blood feud.
Schedules renewed.
In solitude, Psychologically *******.


Get's abused,
To treat her ill father and buy herself some food,
Chewed by an unknown drunken dude.
Blood dripping down between her legs, Subdued.


Interlude of getting ****,
To fulfil the needs of a fiend with a human mask, her body is used.
Every night gotta deal with this rude attitude.
Left *** marks, blued.


So, bemused and confused.
State of verisimilitude??
Can't conclude.
Glued to a tag called *******...

In the era of "Omar-al-bashir" president a.k.a the Con man.
A man, black and tan,
Wearing a caftan in capital of Sudan

Protesting against the price of Food and fuel
To raise his son named Abdul;
Trying to save some money and send him to a good school.

The situation's started getting brutal
People went down to gruel
Do you think it's unusual??

Chemical weapons, rapes in Darfur years ago
Ignored by United Nations Security Council
Now, Sudanese tortured again by a military commando
"Hemedti" the scoundrel, Head of Military council.

Meanwhile, Bodies dumped in the Nile
The river known for its crocodiles.

People lost life for democracy
Watch the world burn in hypocrisy.

Authorities Broke down the internet to disconnect
Hiding actions incorrect;
That may have been broadcasted weeks prior on our television set

Others are so obsessed with World Cup as a sports fan
Ain't got time for the world fam.

Armed van with symbols of middleman
Humanity is something that ends, when you **** a man
Who needs Satan??
Humans are already doing what he can
Don't let him control your mind, pray for a better world and help people in SUDAN...

Every day you wake-up and decide to end up what's hurting you,
Fight back with memories of your past and try to let them go,
Grind until you overcome your nightmares. And glow.

The world is a game of cards; Play it with a no-show.
Keep your business on a low.

Walkthrough your path all alone,
You can be your own best friend or a foe.
Sometimes it may end up into a to-and-fro

Grow over your stress; don't go with the flow.
Realise that it won't happen in one shot, trust the process and take it slow...

People terrified
Homicide worldwide
Mostly when they feel mortified

It's an era where you hide
What you feel inside
So, everyone lies
Until we die

Willing to hurt anyone
But, protecting our pride
Got no tears in eyes, never cried
Cuz these eyes are dried
Life's at a point of low tide

Feelin' empty inside??
No one by beside??
Thoughts for suicide????
Think bout your family ❤ replied...