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"tram" poems
my town where wild flowers grow between tram tracks. there was a time when it was hardly morning, no bridge into daylight. walls had ears, neighbors had eyes whispering behind the curtains there was an emptiness in the guts of the city and poetry locked in the drawers, Borges was read under the blankets while Dostoievski was  a comforter: demons were embedded. yeah, people were clapping and smiling watching the nub of history, numb they had a life to live, what can you say? one day the radio burst on in the streets some were shivering in the attic "we are free", they said "we are free", came the echo in trance "shhhhh"! said others, let us wipe the blood don't disturb the sacrificed so we can sleep without dreams it's Thursday in my town streets are weary and our souls are slowly expanding
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Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 9:25 AM UTC
where wild flowers grow
Faces unknown, side by side; Cooperating and mingling; Looking for a better spot, and yet, heading the same way. Everyone becomes equal, Everyone pays the same fare, Everyone has a life, Each as complex as the rest. Every face is new, Every mood different. holding some mystery, Each different, None less or more. A game of patience; Waiting to reach the end of one path, And the beginning of another. A hurry to get up, and get down. A bus, a metro, a train, An auto and an aeroplane, The modest pace of a tram, The coziness of a shuttle van. The stories in a public transport, Are things I wouldn't wanna miss. I shall never, for the life of me, Stop traveling in public transport. Without it, I wouldn't be me.
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Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 1:32 PM UTC
Public Transport
Today again I saw a gate in the sky. Streams of pale light trickled through it. I no longer looked at the sun, only straight ahead, My silhouette reflected in the ***** tram window. I looked farther, hypnotized, sipping words veiled in the dust of the autumn sun. Dry spaces. Leaves. Golden bile sparkled, And no one saw this wonder in the sky. At the stop, in the crowd rushing by, An experiment took place: A man wrapped in copper threads. He searched for relief while anger bound his soul. He fought the air, attacked with words, Like a puppet moving in convulsions. Hands clenched, anger in his eyes. “This will pass, this will fade,” I thought, Moving to another car. A primal tremor. A change of frequency. Someone is turning the **** of our universe. How many more cells of the body will they spoil Before it is ground to ashes? Until all ends in colonization, A reward for micro-souls from another world. People sunk in their minds do not hear the hum of strings. And I plead in my thoughts: listen, look, be your reality. Behind the gate a hundred weeks ago, a crackling gramophone plays. My calm relieves someone’s thoughts. Somewhere, thousands of hours ago, the past becomes the future. Next time when you pass by me, indifferent, the warmth of my thought will warm your Dry, wrinkled hands. I will never know You, and I would like to know what you will say when these trembling words arrive on the wind. In the autumn glow of the setting sun, Like a gentle brushing of leaves at the next opening of the gate. I will be there in the crack like a stray thought that wanted to become immortality.
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Sep 25, 2025
Sep 25, 2025 at 5:59 PM UTC
Tremor
Today again I saw a gate in the sky. Streams of pale light trickled through it. I no longer looked at the sun, only straight ahead, My silhouette reflected in the ***** tram window. I looked farther, hypnotized, sipping words veiled in the dust of the autumn sun. Dry spaces. Leaves. Golden bile sparkled, And no one saw this wonder in the sky. At the stop, in the crowd rushing by, An experiment took place: A man wrapped in copper threads. He searched for relief while anger bound his soul. He fought the air, attacked with words, Like a puppet moving in convulsions. Hands clenched, anger in his eyes. “This will pass, this will fade,” I thought, Moving to another car. A primal tremor. A change of frequency. Someone is turning the **** of our universe. How many more cells of the body will they spoil Before it is ground to ashes? Until all ends in colonization, A reward for micro-souls from another world. People sunk in their minds do not hear the hum of strings. And I plead in my thoughts: listen, look, be your reality. Behind the gate a hundred weeks ago, a crackling gramophone plays. My calm relieves someone’s thoughts. Somewhere, thousands of hours ago, the past becomes the future. Next time when you pass by me, indifferent, the warmth of my thought will warm your Dry, wrinkled hands. I will never know You, and I would like to know what you will say when these trembling words arrive on the wind. In the autumn glow of the setting sun, Like a gentle brushing of leaves at the next opening of the gate. I will be there in the crack like a stray thought that wanted to become immortality.
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our tram rides are loud words spilling out like loose rice scattered round our feet bright blue, silver, darkest black jackets soft and warm eye contact that lasts too long—- immediately overanalysed, I know. my wishful thinking, it often gets out of hand. walking in the dark, my hands are cold and lonely our eyes glance sideways too much, and yet too little.
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 2:24 AM UTC
wishful thinking
Diaspora From the Greek When I heard the word I felt it And I looked it up In my old red dictionary I could have used the Internet, I suppose But I like to run my forefinger down pages Of words I read the definition And I felt it Oh Oh We are diaspora. Am I using it correctly? We are a diaspora. Diaspora From the Greek From the green valley of Ottawa From Scotland From Ireland on wooden boats From the French village thirteen children From the mines in the North From Poland and from Germany From the churches and From the Blueberry patches From the Island Manitoulin From the dark lake Kagawong From Kinburn and Arnprior From Markstay and from Sudbury From Waterloo From Kitchener, Michener From the Suburbs Oh From the Suburbs From the red bricks, red currants And geraniums From green island cabins From the desert Oh From the desert From the potholes and pipes From the salty wind Cracked Caspian Sea From the middle of the east of nowhere. From the mountains Oh From the mountains From the crystal water fountains From the tram bells On the cobblestone streets From the torrents of the Rhein From the white cross Oh From the white cross On the green hill From the river Laurence From the French and from the English Plains of Abraham We are diaspora We are a diaspora Diaspora From the Greek How did it end up here on my tongue? It is diaspora. It is a diaspora Diaspora is a diaspora And I wonder if it misses its other pieces The way that I miss mine Ours There is no Roping us back together now There is no Home to go back to There is no Point of meeting Of reunion No White steeple in our old town No Yellow slide in our backyard No Old folks on an old farm No Walled house on a hill No Luzernerring 93 No Familiar riverwater There is no Ancient Greek anymore Diaspora Only fragments of fragments Of roots of stems of words In different dialects There is no Place for you to belong, Diaspora You’ve been sliced to pieces And scattered Into the wind But When people ask you Where you are from You say simply From the Greek Oh From the Greek And When people ask me Where I am from I say simply From the diaspora.
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Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 10:50 AM UTC
From the Greek
Diaspora From the Greek When I heard the word I felt it And I looked it up In my old red dictionary I could have used the Internet, I suppose But I like to run my forefinger down pages Of words I read the definition And I felt it Oh Oh We are diaspora. Am I using it correctly? We are a diaspora. Diaspora From the Greek From the green valley of Ottawa From Scotland From Ireland on wooden boats From the French village thirteen children From the mines in the North From Poland and from Germany From the churches and From the Blueberry patches From the Island Manitoulin From the dark lake Kagawong From Kinburn and Arnprior From Markstay and from Sudbury From Waterloo From Kitchener, Michener From the Suburbs Oh From the Suburbs From the red bricks, red currants And geraniums From green island cabins From the desert Oh From the desert From the potholes and pipes From the salty wind Cracked Caspian Sea From the middle of the east of nowhere. From the mountains Oh From the mountains From the crystal water fountains From the tram bells On the cobblestone streets From the torrents of the Rhein From the white cross Oh From the white cross On the green hill From the river Laurence From the French and from the English Plains of Abraham We are diaspora We are a diaspora Diaspora From the Greek How did it end up here on my tongue? It is diaspora. It is a diaspora Diaspora is a diaspora And I wonder if it misses its other pieces The way that I miss mine Ours There is no Roping us back together now There is no Home to go back to There is no Point of meeting Of reunion No White steeple in our old town No Yellow slide in our backyard No Old folks on an old farm No Walled house on a hill No Luzernerring 93 No Familiar riverwater There is no Ancient Greek anymore Diaspora Only fragments of fragments Of roots of stems of words In different dialects There is no Place for you to belong, Diaspora You’ve been sliced to pieces And scattered Into the wind But When people ask you Where you are from You say simply From the Greek Oh From the Greek And When people ask me Where I am from I say simply From the diaspora.
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Pilsner cap switch blade tie dye and piccolo greasers and freaks with platform feet muscling in on the bow legged hoofer tapping Bursey Hill Tram Diamond tuft console mullets n' **** angels and saints (unrestrained) appropriately trimmed as 3 mile wreaks havoc on the nickers and fighters of penn Bangers and home boys hookahs and sheiks hostile geeks breaking knuckles and jaws on the caners and skinners who are locked and grinding the root Desert boot foothills boardwalk jeans rainbows and sea fairs and psychedelic dreams (the platinum queens jamming it hard on the jade room floor) 8 tracks and fender packs the hottest summer days psychedelic haze center hall, graffiti scrawl (sinister yet refined!) covering the subtle yet striking third **** Brunswick cues and red man chew 350 blocks (on a solid Chevy - stock) monkeys and beatles and laugh in scenes pastel dreams from the long and coveted velvet scroll
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Mar 5, 2019
Mar 5, 2019 at 12:39 AM UTC
Zeitgeist
Enticing us in, sugar coated doors for sticky fingers, Doors of mystery, keep out, staff only nettled in barbed wire. Half open doors full of promise, chocolate soft centred Exciting doors, silk covered in lace suspenders Inspiring doors, Leonardo bold italic, uppercase only Lonely doors all shuttered in silence, cobweb covered Sad doors, tear stained and umbrella wet Happy doors, candy striped in laughter Forbidden doors, Pandora boxed, best kept locked Revolving doors covered with the same sticky mistakes Trap doors crocodile sprung to catch you out Doors that slide on tram like runners, buffered into walls with imprint of face Secret doors of camouflaged chameleon Troubled doors thunder clapped in turmoil Doors enticing us.
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 10:31 AM UTC
Doors.
*where are women really safe? how is it that society-collect FAILS as humanity stumbles yet again.. and again? our lady-folk are not safe*.. Amaya-bai finds little comfort but in sibilant-twin as no eye of sun nor ginoo laid eye on this binukot Olga is the silent-saint; believes in charity at home yet chaos ensues too easily - she is wronged and just gets.. lost in the system Zandile fetches precious amanzi in her sun-soaked calabash her vigilant-sister falls.. roving guerrilla-men from the river's edge Michelle, la petite belle, survives the daily-grind via low-coin tubes to Champs-Élysées as assistante-de-pharmacie Aadita,  from the outset at 15, dons a veil hiding ****** acid-burns she has some relative-luck to escape sati later on Amy with downtrod-heart, grabs the tram to downtown family wearing dark glasses and gloves on rainy-day blues Emiko graced (yet cursed) with beauty struggles with ancient-practice despite the ban, silent-suffering lotus-gait in the tiny village Aisha may be alive but not well from ethnic-marking tragedy as irugu are outcast from all-too prevalent gishiri-cruelty *might as well take a trip to Vladivostok or be dumped in a sarcophagus beneath the Pyramids safer there* S T - 27 sept 2013 - freitag
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Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 3:59 AM UTC
Trip to Vladivostok
If anything should happen to The Hague, if someday they abandon Amsterdam, philosophers will take these strange and vague descriptions, and derive each tree and tram by mathematical necessity: should nations shake their fists across the seas with words of war, it follows there must be a middle ground, a people loving peace. And is this scrap alone a netherland? Not so: we spend our nights beneath the sky, and every country's low for us, who stand a thousand miles below the lights on high; if only I could learn to live as such, and count myself as kindly as the Dutch.
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Aug 1, 2010
Aug 1, 2010 at 6:07 AM UTC
Netherlands
last night i almost gave up thinking of bronzy brazilian girls perspiring pure coconut oil, eau de margherita ; supermodelas eating my dreams like concord grapes, lionesses lounging on new york balconies, lithe, reading céline. (esti ginzburg, on the phone, considers another pomeranian) . almost stopped. almost derailed strange vogue-like fantasme of irina shayk, standing legs planted left knee out-thrust and foot in ebony heel, cocked against the earth. set being imitation of gloomy coal mine, east of prague. thin arms firmly controlling the arc of her pickaxe, clothed in leather, high heels; sheen of sweat holding her feline body in sweet embrace. imagining that when shift's end buzzer echoes thru the tunnels she smokes a cigarette on a bench in the women's locker, apple planted on old planking, elbows on her knees. cover-alls peeled down to her waist and her hair, free at last. (click) on the tram back into the city all the smoked glass cartier storefronts pass by like polaroids held in the hand. the same speed. giggling, 'rina thinks of the six she could place along her arm; gilt gold, brushed silver, diamant... there are 11 smoked belmonts by the back steps; i did little with the night. (tall shadow of a woman in a black dress and my mouth a cotton ball) that is to say: i did almost give up thinking about bronzy braz ilia g rls , - but i didn't/and so there's nothing else.
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Jan 28, 2013
Jan 28, 2013 at 7:14 PM UTC
i, almost
Carry me out Into the wind and the sunshine, Into the beautiful world. O, the wonder, the spell of the streets! The stature and strength of the horses, The rustle and echo of footfalls, The flat roar and rattle of wheels! A swift tram floats huge on us . . . It's a dream? The smell of the mud in my nostrils Blows brave--like a breath of the sea! As of old, Ambulant, undulant drapery, Vaguery and strangely provocative, Fluttersd and beckons. O, yonder-- Is it?--the gleam of a stocking! Sudden, a spire Wedged in the mist! O, the houses, The long lines of lofty, grey houses, Cross-hatched with shadow and light! These are the streets . . . Each is an avenue leading Whither I will! Free . . . ! Dizzy, hysterical, faint, I sit, and the carriage rolls on with me Into the wonderful world.
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Discharged
Roar of the rushing train fearfully rocking, Impatient people jammed in line for food, The rasping noise of cars together knocking, And worried waiters, some in ugly mood, Crowding into the choking pantry hole To call out dishes for each angry glutton Exasperated grown beyond control, From waiting for his soup or fish or mutton. At last the station's reached, the engine stops; For bags and wraps the red-caps circle round; From off the step the passenger lightly hops, And seeks his cab or tram-car homeward bound; The waiters pass out weary, listless, glum, To spend their tips on harlots, cards and ***
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On the Road
A chilling solemn breeze sweeps thru the town, Down empty streets where children used to play; The crumbled buildings, many falling down, A monument to history's darkest day. The rusted hulks of burned out motor cars, Discarded bicycles against a wall, The roads that carry disused tram-line scars, The poignant remnants of the old church hall. No more, the children laughing in the street; No more, the parents in their Sunday best; No more, the echoes of jack booted feet; Forever shall ye martyrs lay in rest. The town will always stand as testament, To sons and daughters France will e'er lament.
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May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 10:07 AM UTC
Oradour-Sur-Glane
i. in my dream, you ask me to connect your freckles with my 19 coloured pens. i create the constellations reflected in your eyes. you kiss me. i wake up. ii. you ask me to play the bars of the same song that made us both cry and shiver on different continents before we knew each other. i leave the airport the happiest and the saddest i've ever been. happysad. iii. you sing at 3 am at the back of the bus. i sit at the end of the same row. my head hurts from banging against the window while i try to look at the moon, instead of you. iv. we sit on the tram and pretend to fix all your problems. v. i sit up at 2 am and cry at my mistakes. i wonder if i make you the happysad you make me.
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 2:40 AM UTC
five
Lawrence Hall [email protected]   https://hellopoetry.com/lawrence-hall/ poeticdrivel.blogspot.com                    Beowulf and the Danish Passport Officer                      From a recently discovered manuscript The clapped-out Boeing         wheezed to the gate The ground crew jumped                 name-tags rattling And swiftly moored the shining ocean-bird Behind his plastic shield a Danish official watched The travelers approach their passports raised He stood peeking down at the naughty selfie His girlfriend sent to his bold smart-phone Shaking his rubber stamp he spoke: “What is the purpose of your visit? Business, or pleasure? Hwaet! I’ve stood At this same gate longer than you know Keeping our gift shops free from British footer hooligans No commoner carries such fine matching luggage Unless his Rolex and his boyish good looks Are lies You! Tell me your name And your home address and your email! The quicker the better I’m off-duty in ten minutes.” Beowulf answered him Unlocking his smart-phone: “We are the Geats the mighty, mighty Geats! Men who follow Malmo FF Malmo FF the great! And we have come seeking Parken Stadium Greatest of all stadia Its shining seats polished By cheering generations of fat-full footer fans We have come to cheer Malmo FF While they whup up on Dansk Boldspil Union Instruct us, watchman Where is the stadium But first, where is the beer?” The worthy officer Answered him boldly: “A true fan knows The difference between fighting on the field And puking in the stands and keeps that knowledge clear In his beery brain I believe your babbling Go forward, credit cards and all on into Denmark Spend your money! Our exchange rate is generous! And then go home bearing our love while we bear your money.” (Stamp, stamp, stamp) “Tram stop to the left Taxis to the right” (Scholars everywhere will regret that here the burnt and torn manuscript breaks off.)
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Oct 4, 2021
Oct 4, 2021 at 9:10 AM UTC
Beowulf and the Danish Passport Officer
Lawrence Hall [email protected]   https://hellopoetry.com/lawrence-hall/ poeticdrivel.blogspot.com                    Beowulf and the Danish Passport Officer                      From a recently discovered manuscript The clapped-out Boeing         wheezed to the gate The ground crew jumped                 name-tags rattling And swiftly moored the shining ocean-bird Behind his plastic shield a Danish official watched The travelers approach their passports raised He stood peeking down at the naughty selfie His girlfriend sent to his bold smart-phone Shaking his rubber stamp he spoke: “What is the purpose of your visit? Business, or pleasure? Hwaet! I’ve stood At this same gate longer than you know Keeping our gift shops free from British footer hooligans No commoner carries such fine matching luggage Unless his Rolex and his boyish good looks Are lies You! Tell me your name And your home address and your email! The quicker the better I’m off-duty in ten minutes.” Beowulf answered him Unlocking his smart-phone: “We are the Geats the mighty, mighty Geats! Men who follow Malmo FF Malmo FF the great! And we have come seeking Parken Stadium Greatest of all stadia Its shining seats polished By cheering generations of fat-full footer fans We have come to cheer Malmo FF While they whup up on Dansk Boldspil Union Instruct us, watchman Where is the stadium But first, where is the beer?” The worthy officer Answered him boldly: “A true fan knows The difference between fighting on the field And puking in the stands and keeps that knowledge clear In his beery brain I believe your babbling Go forward, credit cards and all on into Denmark Spend your money! Our exchange rate is generous! And then go home bearing our love while we bear your money.” (Stamp, stamp, stamp) “Tram stop to the left Taxis to the right” (Scholars everywhere will regret that here the burnt and torn manuscript breaks off.)
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People wobbling in the heat haze like a real time hall of mirrors Street performers sing & flamenco & mime The snap of digital cameras & excited chatter outside the cathedral Sangria cold & fruity as it slides down easily The tram glides past the beggars & hawkers Gypsies’ curses in coarse andalucian as rosemary favours are repelled Excited Asians watching every move Large Americans loudly exclaiming their delight as the light fades into dusk Now the Feria comes alive all lights & ferris wheels & music so much music Men on horseback women ride sidesaddle all in traditional dress A throwback to a time before bailouts & austerity Sing & Dance & Eat & laugh & joke As dusk becomes evening the ottoman turrets light up The cooler night air seems to remove inhibitions as people from different worlds celebrate humanity with cheers & smiles Muchos Gracias & Bueno & Buena Noches in various accents fill the night as the spell is broken
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May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 10:05 AM UTC
Sangria In Sevilla
SHORE LEAVE the sea louder in the dark throwing off its shackles walking into town mystified seagulls flying over with a caw a sea no longer there a tram screeching on its points the sea jumps aboard the sea sat at the bar somehow getting its vast bulk perched upon a high stool the sea enjoying the karaoke singing along to The Honeydippers eating bag after bag of peanuts "Have ye no beds to go home to!" barks a barman his belly slopping over his belt the sea happy to escape itself even for the time being drunk on being human if only for a while the sea staggers back to the shore
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Sep 2, 2018
Sep 2, 2018 at 4:52 PM UTC
SHORE LEAVE
I passed the thronging Gariahat market each day, There were quite a few comrades on that very road; but only one seemed acquainted to me A florist; whom I would survey. He held a basket of red, lucid, hibiscus flowers as I could see for wee. The drastic smile reminded me of old Grand-dad. The alluring gleam in his hazel eyes remarked despondency. I wanted to confide to the hard working lad, That he isn't alone, and sing him a strain, melancholy. His smile was blemished. His bony hand could not hold the basket for a prolonged time, And I thought his wounds must be replenished. My contemplative eye would be abstracted by the tram's chime. Once, on the night of May When I thought he was endowed with glee, To him, I lost my way For sleeping pills vanquished me. I stood there like a woebegone, In reminiscence of my inamorato As the funeral carriages were drawn, I weeped while that naked smile on me, would bestow.
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 10:48 AM UTC
The Undisguised Smile- Wallflower
I cannot not hear you, Your voice, and your paper bags rustling, full of gifts. For the season that’s in it. You will bring them home, wrap them. Offer them up with Love. With Love. We are all capable of Love. Even you. Despite your mouth, your words, your hate. Muslims. All of them. You say it loud enough for ‘BurkaBurka’ to hear. (Your words not mine). She who stares out the window, proud face, sweaty palms holding the bar with a white knuckle grip. It’s a hijab, by the way. Soft H. I figure to myself, if I too, were to indulge in ignorance, and if I too, were to go down the broad generalisation route; lethargic sigh I bow my head in shame and, my heart leaks inside, as I think of your ancestors. Your Caucasian, European, Christian ancestors. Your bloodline. MY Bloodline. Your line-of-blood. Our long thick crusty trail of blood. I stand between you and she. I smile but I know she cannot see. It’s us against them. Just get me off, off, off this tram. She thinks, I imagine. And my heart cries for the blood on my hands, that you reminded me of. And it cries for the backs of the world’s indigenous peoples and slaves that my ancestors paved a New World over. And their children’s children’s children thinking that their hands are clean just because their victims are forgotten.
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Nov 17, 2015
Nov 17, 2015 at 3:27 PM UTC
Line of blood
Sneezing transitions in mass transit routes Tram rocks underneath the black and blue sky Ahead of me is infinity Behind me the past,  sticky & stagnant - inescapable Smells of cat food unintelligible ***** Passed on hopes & forgotten dreams Cackling whistles of worn out break pads A man coughs as another rolls up his socks Next to me a man slumbers dreaming of home His wife in bed alone, his son's and daughter's Hide under thin white sheets, waiting for Him to phone The door creaks open, he'll wait for morning to speak Hazy recollections across glossy wet cobble stones Solidarity is the only way to work sometimes The sting of smoky nicotine flows up my nose Pushing past the marker of ill-received news Nights out drinking, talk and talk and talk More of the same as I frame the outcome summarily Atop the page is where the life is A rainfall of experience to purge this ****** emotion Labeling oneself does not mean defining oneself That is what the whiskey is for I hide behind a wall dripping with insecurity I fear, I love, I live, and one day, I will die Shuttle to a stop, bewaring of adjectives I have the urge to stay, but am the last to leave My eyes adjust to the soft orange glow of the streetlights And into the night living rather than dead So in place of the hours I believe I need Staying awake looking at these pen marks I need nothing for something only brings more worries Anxiety being a killer - I try to rid myself of the poison Humming up the stairs I attentive & aware There in the elevator savory sweet hickory perfume Another year away from an old place I called home Time passes slowly, as I slip in between the folds
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Nov 17, 2012
Nov 17, 2012 at 3:02 PM UTC
Cornered on the Way Home
Sneezing transitions in mass transit routes Tram rocks underneath the black and blue sky Ahead of me is infinity Behind me the past,  sticky & stagnant - inescapable Smells of cat food unintelligible ***** Passed on hopes & forgotten dreams Cackling whistles of worn out break pads A man coughs as another rolls up his socks Next to me a man slumbers dreaming of home His wife in bed alone, his son's and daughter's Hide under thin white sheets, waiting for Him to phone The door creaks open, he'll wait for morning to speak Hazy recollections across glossy wet cobble stones Solidarity is the only way to work sometimes The sting of smoky nicotine flows up my nose Pushing past the marker of ill-received news Nights out drinking, talk and talk and talk More of the same as I frame the outcome summarily Atop the page is where the life is A rainfall of experience to purge this ****** emotion Labeling oneself does not mean defining oneself That is what the whiskey is for I hide behind a wall dripping with insecurity I fear, I love, I live, and one day, I will die Shuttle to a stop, bewaring of adjectives I have the urge to stay, but am the last to leave My eyes adjust to the soft orange glow of the streetlights And into the night living rather than dead So in place of the hours I believe I need Staying awake looking at these pen marks I need nothing for something only brings more worries Anxiety being a killer - I try to rid myself of the poison Humming up the stairs I attentive & aware There in the elevator savory sweet hickory perfume Another year away from an old place I called home Time passes slowly, as I slip in between the folds
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I love old books—          their smell,                   soft and softly mottled pages,                   font-faces,           and carefully illustrated frontispieces. My bookshelves are lined:          old copies of ancient classics. I love buying old books—          the lost treasures they are, and the lost treasures they hide:                       tram tickets,                       letters,                       notes,     two-dollar-notes,               and scholarly students' scribblings. I have some books I fear to open          for fear they'll fall apart. There are some who love old books—          their possibilities,                  malleabilities,          and superficialities. Their bookshelves aren't lined.          But rooms of reams of bunting, and tables of origami.                           (or soft and softly mottled picture frames) They love buying old books—          not for wisdom,          nor connections to ancestors. They've no fear of giants' shoulders;          whole worlds are torn apart.
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 6:10 AM UTC
The Bibliophile
He ****** me off I hated him to my core I wanted to **** him and leave behind so much gore His head for my mantle His heart for my stew His soul for my brew. But I could not I've fought He was stronger My will to live I had no longer Many attempts And damage hidden No I'm not kiddin' I tried to **** myself No one noticed How could they For them I was just prey As unnoticeable as grey But soon I saw What I had ceased to notice People cared To hang out with me people did dare I had friends Who didn't want my life to end. I stopped cutting And started to smile I swallowed my bitter bile My sadness left Happiness came back But soon came the counter-attack Junior High was a ***** Although I never had to get a stitch Pain and Injury came abound And my friends left me all around I wasn't cool I was a tool My happiness left Sadness returned tenfold Someone came and made my life well... A LIVING HELL Back came the failed attempts. Poisoning, Strangulation, drowning, asphyxiation   And it all swept across my small nation I never did have a vacation From my close friends suicidal and Madness Least of all sadness But came high school New friends An old end A new beginning It got better I never would have thought That after I stopped and fought my feelings That people would come back Friends who shared my interests Pessimistic Yeah I still am But I no longer wanted to be run over by a tram People cared That's all that it took As if it all were from a storybook
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Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 4:37 PM UTC
Anger
Sunday afternoon, Oslo. Pavements fit for ice skating Rather than her high heels. I am crutch. Sun-goes-down red onto The solid wetness. As we reach the tram stop, She throws a gaze directly into My eyes, fingertip finding the outline Of the fresh tattoo on my chest Barely visible at the edge of the White tank top under my Alice in Chains tribute-style Flannel shirt. *"I love the way it covers up her Name,"* I know she Thinks but doesn't Say, and I Agree. Sometimes the temple walls Of a man's body's skin are no More sacred than the Bucket of paint sitting ready Outside a basement bar's Gentlemen's toilet cubicle, just Waiting for The Janitor.
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Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 1:30 PM UTC
In Chains