"You're slowly killing me."
I whispered before you leave,
But you didn't hear.
Everything was just as it should be-
You and me,
A relationship full of glee.
***** little secrets,
Late night conversations,
Questions that come in randomly.
Everything was going well.
No fights, no lies.
No hurts, no broken promises.
But you failed to notice,
Time has been an issue,
You're too busy for me.
"Hey"
"Sorry I got busy, good night"
"Night"
Suddenly we seldom talk
You got tired.
I got tired.
You got tired of me,
I got tired of you,
But why are we still together?
Is it because we're scared of being alone?
Is it because all of our efforts will be put to waste?
Is it because we don't want to see each other with someone new?
Or is it just me?
I know I'm feeling a bit empty,
I know I'm too hard to handle.
Broken.
Sad.
Mad.
I think you're slowly killing me.
Everytime you forget to talk to me.
Everytime you let me wait alone.
You're slowly killing me.
I felt insecure.
I felt like I don't deserve you.
You're slowly but surely killing me.
And for I fact I know.
Soon it'll end.
I am emotionally unstable,
And you know.
But why can't you notice now?
I need you,
You're the reason why I'm still here,
But you're also the reason why I want to die.
"What are you talking about?"
You asked me as I said all those things.
Then you left.
Leaving me broken,
With a blade,
Alone.