Give it back
For something that was so mine
     Taken from my belonging
Taken from us
     You left me
alone
to think of the
things of the past
I wasn’t the one to deserve
all of this yet the fault is mine,

I cannot understand why

It was so concrete, so
e v e r y t h i n g  of  me
You leave - a presence stays
     Just a way from me
A visit just as a reminder
That things ( its perfect, so
everLOVE-ing desire , and craving
For Our future together),
Are meant to break

And seal away;
Bonds - Expiring

It's hard to say goodbye when you were taken from me;
I swore I was done writing about you when I accepted
                         that you were gone from my life like a feather.
Somehow I still remember how long it's been.

I've moved on, but there's still a sorrow I feel when I remember you;
I guess that's what happens when there's a scar left behind
                              from the wound that I could not prepare for.
Somehow I still remember how long it's been.

I've moved on but I haven't healed completely;
If I healed then I would be able to see your picture
       or read the words you wrote out in a time that was happy.
Somehow I still remember how long it's been...

It's scary after dark
The moon doesn't quite reach you
The shadows cast are all new
Footsteps echo behind
You say it is just your mind
A hand reaches out
You prepare yourself to shout
A cloth
You gag and cough
Bitter taste
You should have made haste
You fall onto the concrete
What fate will you meet

How can I love you
and let you treat my like that
and then make me feel guilty for feeling wronged
you never bought me flowers
until I left you

you pulse through my skin

you spill out of my eyes

you grow inside my lungs

you strain my movements

you lock yourself against my chest