Fury has fueled fire after fire Now that rage has long since been retired Swirling under the surface but now skin is thicker and walls our Higher Rage bubbles into boiling tears There's no place for anger No place to speak Feelings are forbidden Listening's for the weak What are you doing standing up you're supposed to be meek Nothing to see folks Nothing to see Just little old me angry at would could be and what would have been How foolish having feelings Having opinions I aspire to be a statue Stone void of imperfections Slow to chisel slow to break I wouldn't mind a chip or flake For what does one puny piece of my stony soul ruin for the show
Why worry for youth if in your heart you're forever young If your joy is kept alive If your smile is still bright Why worry for the future of gray hairs and parchment skin If love is had would it be so bad To one day sit and reminisce without the threat of immortality Without the prison of eternal youth Fun for years Fun for hours Decades Centuries Eternity towers Appreciate the world When the spring in your step has gone sour Appreciate the season Stop and smell the flowers Feel the snow The cold The pain that as a youth you were in a rush to rid What have you to say after your rushing worries have rushed away What memories can you retain if you speed through to the end You can sit for years and muse, pretend Make a plan Take your time Life may be short but it's a short long while Especially to the end
I really ****** it up this time With my future on the line I didn't know what to do but cry My graces have been stretched too thin My patience is all but gone Now I really ****** it up this time haven't I It's clear It wasn't just my heart on the line Wish I could go back in time I've lost control and lord I know I really ****** it up this time With all our futures on the line Our plan leading to the sky Now I have nothing to show but fear I just wish to say I am so sorry my dear I know not what I've done This war of fates has just begun All my worries aren't just in my head There's another to be fed Another to put to bed To clothe To hold Leaving is your only crime I really ****** up this time It was not your fault or mine You made your decision Now tow the line I know I ****** it up this time Didn't I my dear?
What have you done To my eyes My love My life It's all or nothing but it means nothing to you What have you done to my eyes What have you chosen, my love Why is it that my life is all or nothing to you Can you see how how this ends I'll always be nothing to you
To live in misery Painting in the dark The blindness, the desperation of a lonely heart A worthless plea A lock with no key No Windows to the soul For my dear your eyes are closed How may I help if invited I'm not I tried the door sweetheart it was locked Please don't leave me to freeze Alone in the dark Another lonely heart
To what do I owe this honor Being your toy A scheme Thinking you could pass me around to another With no love No thought I meant what I told you With every piece of my tearing heart I love you Even still You shove me to another once you've had your fill Is this all I've been to you Is that all you want How could you... Broken Unsure Why should I be a part of your life anymore I'm not your plaything I'm not your doll Seeing you toss me aside... I can't take it I don't want to fall
Hello there You Sitting in the corner grumbling about your health Would you listen? I need some help It’s hard holding up the world all by myself When you bother to look up do you realize my shoulders aren’t a shelf You can’t pile things on top of me and expect me not to crumble My legs are weak I’m starting to stumble May I have some support Not your usual retort I understand I must be stronger I don't think I can hold on much longer May I lay on you Simply a word or two Just a brief relief A second of peace If not I understand But please would you take my hand So I know where to go On such a slippery ***** Where is the dry land I'm being buried please understand The weight in this muck I'm losing my luck Back bent eyes closed Its up to my throat I have nowhere to go