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alcohol goddess Jul 2015
I remember,
my mother would often tell me
I am not alone.
I wonder is she feeding
the same lies
to my niece?
Oh mother,
please don't lie
to my baby girl,
tell her the truth,
tell her how alone she is.
Tell her,
that no one will be there for her,
that no one will save her,
unless she saves herself.
And, I know I am a disgrace to you,
but please tell her about her aunt,
the one who loved her more than she loved herself.
Tell her how much I loved her,
and teach her how to fight alone.
You ruined me,
but in the name of everything you love,
Save her.
My baby. My beautiful baby.
I feel you growing young one.
I feel the fertilized egg transforming into a human being.
I love you my young one and always will.
Your mine and that's makes me love you even more.
But your filled with genetics.
Your my mistake and my regret.
I'm sorry my young one.
You must not see the earth.
You must not know how the earth looks.
I'm sorry for my mistakes
Nicholas Cassidy Jul 2015
Another sleepless night
sitting in the dark
the thoughts of you consuming me
wishing you were here
the thoughts of you get me by
knowing that your smell
or touch will get me high
knowing that the sound
of your voice will stop the pain
knowing you will
pull me out of the dark
knowing that you know
what I’m going through
i let my thoughts get ahead
they make me lose control
of my surroundings
but that moment
i hear your voice
it stops the thoughts
it makes the world vanish
all i can hear is you
all i see is me and you
You pulled me out of the darkness
Mystifying Chaos Jun 2015
You're a devil in disguise,
Still you're the only one
Who makes me feel alive.
You take me to a different world.
Where, life isn't as difficult as it seems.
Where... even the constant cacophony
Sounds like a melody.
Yeah, You're a devil
Because you make me believe
That, I'm worth saving.
Suzanne Penn May 2015
It is the times..
when there are too many thoughts
and the words
are jumbled on an exit ramp
waiting to get out
times...when words
just don;t work...
times when I need someone
who knows me well
to be there
and keep me safe
from myself
and my self destructive paterens
until I can move past it
and the words
start to trickle
and then flow
You may never know
how much I needed you
right then...
We may never know
what is it you saved me from...
but you did...
and I am thankful
and I can say so
now that words
again flow.
Crucifix May 2015
You stole my heart from hell.
And then my head on high.
you took my body from the ocean before I could die.
My arms were taken from the blades that miss them so.
My feat from the shadows of were I stood below.
my soul was from the south were I was born they say.
But my home is in the north. Were I can see you everyday.
Having you heart stolen is more shocking then giving it away.
Trust me on that one.
Cierra Spina Apr 2015
I've been searching
Far and wide
For quite some time
Looking for someone
To save me
Mostly from myself
But when I quit searching
I began to find
The savior
In myself
I swore that I was never going to do this again.
I was never going to have another sleepless night
Staying up convincing someone to live
When I could have been sleeping,
Or reading,
Or dreaming.
When I could have been doing anything but that.
I swore I was never going to play
The Sleeping Or Dead game
With another person I care about.
No more driving around at one in the morning
Tapping on windows to make sure
Someone was still breathing.
I swore I was never going to do any of it again,
But here I am.
I tell myself to stay away.
Not to get involved if I see it.
I swore that I would never care again.
That I would never try again.
Never would I feel the pain of loss again
Yet Here I Am
Living in this moment,
While you're slowly dying

*The Suicide Diaries
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