she said it's magic that we even met
in this day and age;
out of sight, out of mind.
and she pulled me apart, thread by thread,
and made something new,
something she could've liked
if it wasn't so easy to have me.
she craves excitement,
she'd rather be kept on her toes.
guess i made myself too available;
joke's on me - i though that's how love works.
she said it's magic that we ever crossed paths
in this great big world
where everyone's lost.
and she smiled so sweetly as she pulled me apart,
thread by thread,
every bit of my flesh and bones.
but it was just too easy to have me,
she'd rather get her poison
straight from the source.
guess i made myself too available;
joke's on me - i thought that's how love works.

Ripples on dark and cold stone shores bring forward memory
Near the lake, I seek out the path to dark waters
Asleep not long ago, time has lost its tight hold
Escape is disgrace.

Thick thighs
I would love to feel them beneath my hands
press my hands against you
feel your body beneath mine
and hear your cry

the way I stared at your thighs
your tattoos
the dragon
oh how much
I wanted to taste you
in that moment
make you more than a friend to me
and in the way you smiled at me
and said I'd love to date you ,
alas it was never meant to be,
so now I am only left with
my hurting lonely heart
wandering about you
and feeling the ache
of wanting my hand
in between your thighs
and your kisses in the
moonlight under the moonlight
for I wanted you to
be my first girl lover
but alas my bisexual desires
are still only just that
desires .