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Michael R Burch Feb 2020
Я вас любил ("I Loved You")
by Alexander Sergeyevich Pushkin
loose translation/interpretation by Michael R. Burch

I loved you ... perhaps I love you still ...
perhaps for a while such emotions may remain.
But please don’t let my feelings trouble you;
I do not wish to cause you further pain.

I loved you ... thus the hopelessness I knew ...
The jealousy, the diffidence, the pain
resulted in two hearts so wholly true
the gods might grant us leave to love again.

Keywords/Tags: Russia, Russian, Alexander Sergeyevich Pushkin, modern English translation, regret, remorse
Jack Torrance Feb 2020
I close the door,
but it swings right back.
The latch has been broken,
and shot full of cracks.

I try to fix it,
try to take it all back,
but then it opens on darkness,
and I’m consumed by the black.

I want to step through,
to see if it’s still the same,
because it beckons to me,
softly calling my name.

That’s when I slam it,
and try to hold the **** still,
as something tries to turn it,
and break through my will.

That’s when my fingers,
grow sweaty and numb,
and I can feel the pressure increasing,
and I start to succumb.

The **** starts to turn,
and I start to lose my grip,
and then I stop fighting,
and my fingers slip.

I step away,
as the latch softly clicks,
and the dark whisps escape,
growing feelers to lick.

Then I am lost,
and stepping through the door,
hoping that it won’t shut,
but not caring anymore.

I’m bathing in nothing,
and I feel the memories cut,
as somewhere off in the distance,
I hear a door slam shut.
Nina Feb 2020
To my family
i'm sorry for being distant
it's not that i don't love you
i do love you
but it's better off for me to be alone
for us not to have a close bond
so that when i die
you won't be filled with remorse
so that you won't be disappointed in me
for leaving you
for killing myself
so let me leave you
so i can leave myself
Jessica Schwartz Jan 2020
Happiness is usually a lot of work for me.
The moments when it comes easily are worth everything.
Such an intoxicating state of mind.
A drug I will chase for the rest of my life.
Jessica Schwartz Jan 2020
So how do I
Again feel beautiful
After hurting others
And neglecting myself
And how do I
Again feel youthful
Adding each scar
Like missed opportunities
Ive never really
Felt beautiful
Or youthful
And yet I notice their loss

I only see what I've had
But never what I've got
Alvin Agnani Jan 2020
Way too often I find the child within this overgrown shell. He hides in the crack in the slab.

                      Longingly he stares back at me with those deep blue eyes and smiles at me  -  as if he knows who I am inside.

                                     Who I really am.
                                             Who we really are.


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              It burns in my eyes.

He just stands there, looking at me. Then he reaches out his hand toward me.

                                         I awake alone.

- Shepherd, 1-12-20
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stargazer Jan 2020
when i left my mark
i didn't think
it would be a scar

i dreamed of it being a handprint
on your heart
but i see now, that i've only cut it open

and sorry is not the bandage that i once believed it could be
time no longer the cure i had labeled it

i see now why the doctor prescribed those
shifting glances
and one word responses

because i am just a relapse waiting to happen
i know sorry doesn't cut it. but... sometimes it seems like that's all i am.

sorry </3
Sujan Jan 2020
Heart seems forlorn,
In a tangled mess,
made it worn,
Nor a guilt less,

Seems, all it takes,
A wish for acceptance,
Motive to take a break,
And let loose all menace.

Phew,
All i have is peace,
Nil lingering remorse,
But occasional tremors,
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