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GaryFairy Oct 2021
Do you see it yet?
the you inside of me?
or have you seen it all along?
Making you want to destroy me, and leave you

I saw it so long ago
the me inside of you
he was the reason we didn't get along
Making me want to destroy myself, and leave you

You destroyed yourself though
leaving me all alone
now i feel like half of a person
Thank you for making the sacrifice, and bless you

I feel like a heel
knowing now, that the other half of me is out there
in a parallel world, with a parallel mind
Walking by myself, looking for you

just so i can find me
Sinister plot...it thickens. I know, you're not an animal...blah blah blah
Sydney Ann Feb 2015
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It means nothing because it is only a group of letters
                        It means something because a name names a real thing
            It means permanent because we don't name what will soon go away
It is the number 6
It is graphite on a plain white backdrop
It represents all my memories,
                           Every night I swim through
                                           Every day I face
It represents recollections of people
                        Whose names fill those memories
            Represented by their own names and their own sets of memories
People who are teaching me freedom and trust
Like when I let Polar Opposite have my heart
                       And KRD have my secrets
                                          To keep
It means I am a person of memories
                         But it is also whatever you dream of when you hear it
Wrote this in creative writing class, enjoy
Sydney Ann Jan 2015
-You impress me in so many ways
No, the only thing that impresses me now days is your closed mind and your closed imagination
-You never intend anything bad; you're pure hearted
Sure, Unless it's an authority figure in your way, and with your nasty comments you aren't pure
-You never give up on the things that count
Except grades and morals, not to mention my beliefs.
-You're modest, smart, funny, a good talker, and a great person. This is why I love you unconditionally as a human being.
You're an idiot most of the time, I can't text you for 5 minutes without getting bored, but I remember how I loved you.
-You're polite, not critical unless you need to be
To me, at least**
-You have a sense of humor
-You're not fake and you don't pretend to be what you're not
-You own up to your mistakes
I know everyone says their love was the strongest, but I think ours was really something. I just now found out how people called us Romeo and Juliet, EVERYONE, even people like three grades above us and two grades below us knew about us, we were the role models. We never fought, we were the perfect little comedy act, we never realized at the time, but even in public we would stare, literally stare for like forever, at each other and life would move on around us. It wasn't coincidence that 2 seats were always left on that bench because people were waiting for us. I ask a friend, to this day, if she's in love with the guy she's been dating for months, and her automatic reaction is "I guess, but not like you and ____ were..."
Sydney Ann Nov 2014
How I love your company
Love sitting here, just you, just me
In holding me you set me free
And in your arms I'm only me
Sydney Ann Dec 2014
Your warming touch
Penetrating stares
Filled with such
Love and care

I lose myself
I'm out of sight
This I have felt
This freezing night

I met your gaze
I'm filled with Light
In a daze,
But that's alright

I fight to keep
My heart from Pounding
Breath from Sounding
Feet from Fleeing
Body from Freezing up
Also from  when I was with Polar Opposite....
Sydney Ann Dec 2014
I feel
A bit
Narcissistic
Right now
But I'll go on
Anyways
I'm so over
Thinking of Polar
And playing these stupid games
It's too bad for him
But he needs to see
I'm living a life
And I need to be free
Sydney Ann Dec 2014
Why should I tell you my secrets
Why should I impart you with dreams
                    You don't give a ****
                      Unless I throw a fit
And even then
You never remember.
Pardon my French
Sydney Ann Dec 2014
Leave me alone,
Even though you say you love me,
"
Together forever," yeah right, even in the heat of things I knew this was coming

Meddle with my heart again, I promise you're slowly killing me
Every person who looks at me sees a half, thanks to you

Give it up baby, before I change my mind 'cause I don't wanna love you anymore
O**h it makes me sick thinking of what's gone on between us
Sydney Ann Dec 2014
I wish
People gave
Two *****
One ****
A ****


I know
If I was dead
You wouldn't miss me
Two bits

And if you cared,
You're out of luck

Your heart can't hold me
I'm like water
**Through sand
Sydney Ann Dec 2014
I'm addicted to
Mourning
Laughing
Crying
Colors
Music
Him
Love
Poetry
Books
Im­agination Situations
Stars
Dreams
Nightmares
Thoughts
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