That night was our (my) Polaris, where I thought our futures would take us. I suppose it wasn't Polaris because you left me with my future, not ours. I wished for the stars to take us where we thought we'd be, but I guess I wished for dust in the desert. The stars took back their promises.
its been a month funny how time flies it seems only yesterday you were there laughing smiling holding my hand singing along to showtunes in the car we were happier than we had ever been i shouldve known it would end life has a hard-on for ******* me over ruining all the good in my life . . . whyd it happen to you of all people . . . we had a lot of plans college together an apartment in the city maybe getting married adopting a kid or two spending another thirteen years as best friends and then some but those plans never work out do they? . . . i dont know how ill move on . . . i listened to the cd the karaoke we did at the arcade two years ago livin on a prayer we were fifteen freshman in high school even when youre scream-singing you have an amazing voice had you had an amazing voice i envy the angels who hear you singing now save a song for me . . . i hope this finds you wherever you are i figured polaris would help . . . you are my home always have been always will be . . . farewell . . . ill see you soon
Ibarat bintang, mungkin kau adalah polaris bagiku. Sang petunjuk arah, kala aku sedang tersesat. Sebagai pelipur lara akan harapan dan impian yang telah tergerus keadaan. Bagiku, polaris juga sebuah tuntutan untuk mencapai impian dan harapan yang masih tersisa. Namun, polaris tidak selamanya akan jadi bintang utara. Akan ada masanya, kau digantikan oleh bintang bintang yang lain. Aku terlalu terhanyut dalam pesona mu. Hingga aku lupa, tidak akan ada yang abadi. Bahkan polaris sekalipun.
It's windy tonight. Not a cloud in sight. And the ever-glory of the mass blue sky was dotted once again with the friends of the sky. Guardian of my house, Orion, with his strong, bright 3-starred bow, burns steadily, as opposed to the Ursas of the north, with the bleak Polaris, its light a little faded due to the lights of the northern cityscapes.
I think of you in these circumstances. Whether you'd be looking at the sky as well, trying hard to find the connecting dots. Stay warm under this cool season, alright? I've yet to brush my teeth or even get my blanket and pillow, because I've decided to sleep under the stars tonight, and they're too beautiful for me to even pass a second without looking at them.
Just like how I think about you. My thoughts are still as the stars in the night sky, sometimes bleak and sometimes bold. I hope you never lose your way even if you feel like it. The Polaris will always be guiding you. My thoughts will always be guiding you. For you, I'll be constant as the stars above, so always know that you are loved.
You've got a twinkle in your eye, one I really can't describe. Yet your laugh shines so bright it reminds me of the stars in the night sky. Maybe it's because you feel so out of reach. I could be asked to wish upon a star, yet I'd think about you. You're like my North Star. You guide me. I'm not sure what lies ahead, and that alone is overwhelming most nights. But my certainty clings to the fact that I know my future will be bright, so long as you stay in it.
This is old as hell but I apparently never posted it. So here, while I have my writers block, take this. Not sure how I feel about it still. Rip.
The quietness come from under skin of the world The wind come from the wishes between dreams The skies singing in the midst of clouds The shadows running to the shine Old stars were some part of the ocean blue Jupiter never come to the world Jovian ring never see aurora polaris The world never walk to the universe.
There are nights when I find, Myself alone under your grace Your presence carved In my surroundings I’m lost again. Why do I never learn? When you always Show me the way
Nothing is dark enough At this night with you I can’t be afraid Up there, you’re just Watching me over Until the first light Of dawn rises Inside of me
This journey along The dark and long night Sail through the sea Of charcoal clouds and Fish for the stars Anchor in the moon And just like that– Awed by the mixture Of dreams and nightmares The beauty of contrast Of beautiful and grim The two sides Of the story
Short days and The nights are long. We found each other's Company. Loneliness, let’s not— Put it in the heart. You’re not alone, Hold my hand as you Guide me to safety. You’re my direction My north star Polaris
Briefly inspired by a song of the same name written by a high school classmate & friend. —L