Amelia

Amelia 6d

I was there, didn't care and now I do.
I wish you'd love me sooner.
Like today isn't enough.
As if tomorrow won't make it.

If today is being selfish, if this isn't love, can I just go back from yesterday?

#retroactivejealousy

Amelia Nov 2023

Untitled

I’m a little hurt but then it’s okay — better I guess. A little then I won’t be what I’m afraid most. Even if a little isn’t the only way.

Amelia Nov 2023

Untitled

Apart from grieving my old self - that I liked, I’m mourning for my present self for trying to **** and reinvent itself, a dozen times within moments.

Amelia Nov 2023

Humor Me

subconscious has its ways
I may have lost you already
far gone
conscious mind isn’t ready

Might be right
way too fast
Conscious has reasons
to be conscious

I’ve never embraced insecurity bc it ***** but maybe I had to.

Amelia May 2023

Maybe

Maybe it’s the temperature
or the not being unsure
or the smell that’s familiar
that’s not too far
my mind’s at war
I’ve felt this before
Yes, I know when
But, I didn’t know then

I still dk

Amelia Dec 2022

Fall

From falling to pieces I can finally sense,
Everything is falling into its place,
That if I broke down a little later..
I would heal a little faster.

to meet you just in time and embrace this season

#fall

Amelia Sep 2022

Laboratory

I don’t know why
I still haven’t written
a single letter for you.
Maybe, it’s me getting tired
of having my raw feelings showing
and with you,
I don’t have to do it,
or maybe,
it’s the platonic relationship
that we have or had
that I cherished so much.
I just know
we always cared for each other
and I love that about us.

Still getting use to being okay :)

#pact