They're always in my face,
Asking if I'm okay.
I may not be be okay
But I'll act like it is anyway.

i wonder how long it'll be until i'm finally okay
with everything never being able to be okay again

No one,
Has ever said,
They trusted me,
Loved me,
And cared for me.
That they've been trough it all,
And wanted to make sure I'm okay.

But you did.

You’re calling out my name
I don’t hear you
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah I’m fine don’t worry”
Am I tho
Who knows

Yesterday was the past
but I still think about it, that's not what I asked

Tomorrow is a new day
I'm looking forward to it, but that's okay

It's just that we live now
thats what I want to say
Just love today

the truth is
i'm terrified. absolutely petrified. people think i'm ******* depression personified.
the truth is
i'm just as hurt as you, if not more. you shouldn't have lured me here. i'm sad and don't know what to do.
the truth is,
all i want is you to hug me and whisper in my ear "it's all going to be okay." and for it to be true someday.