I need to leave
I've ought to say goodbye
This unrequited love
Simply must to die
I've completely slipped your mind
Fallen through the cracks
My only existence now
Is a forgotten name in your contacts
Below all those studs, that you call your great friends
And underneath all those girls you call at 3am
Covered in dust as it grows old with age
I sit here and wait, patiently within this stone cold cage
Transienting through life, days pass like any other
Sleepless nights, Friendships bite, Its simply quite a bother
Messages from others, blowing up my phone
Yet without yours, I feel so alone
I thought I had forgotten you
Moved on from my past
I was going to find another
But that was never going to last
It seems I cant escape
no matter how far I run
Is this merely my fate
Or is it karma having fun
What can I do?
What can I say?
Because a simple text from you
Consumes my waking days
Is this intentional?
Are you leading me on for fun?
Our texts are quite stale, answers are close to none
Every time we talk now, You always seem so done
But once in a blue moon
We call for a single night
Forgetting the conflict
Our souls filled with delight
I'll put it all behind me, Let it fade from my mind
I'll dwell in emptiness and move on with my life
Even though these feelings, cut through me like a knife
Acting like nothings wrong, Everything okay
Just force on a smile
It doesn't bother me anyway.