Obviously there has been some misplaced affection, a slight calculation of misdirection. See there is so much attraction yet your actions tell me you're only looking for attention. Not to mention your constant desire for attention, puts me in a position where I have to make a decision...
You aren't worth the mental condition, the constant strain to make sure you are alright to function, because with you there is no assumptions, especially with your depression.
I won't let it become an obsession that has possession over my mind.
I've got my own distractions, got my own reactions, I have my own complexion, my own limitation.
My own corrections, to every day life.
My own explanations, that give reasons to this.
Though every bit of preparation could not prepare me for this feeling still. The want to have motivation, the want to be apart of a beautiful creation. The need to feel great appreciation, the need to have greater expectations.
The world has ever only been a depressing gravitation, putting every bit of joy at mass extinction. There are always going to be hesitations to do what makes us happy.
There will forever be misdirections on our paths, unavailable to direct corrections.
I only have one question, of a simple fashion, where did you come from, my beautiful misdirection.
D. L. Smith 1/16/2017