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Abbyss Aug 2019
Thank you Lord for all that u have given me
The countless times that you've forgiven me
At my darkest you were my light
You shined so bright and opened my eyes
At my weakest you were my strength
You helped me fight until the end
I sought you out and there you were
You picked me up when I went asunder
Tensei Jul 2019
Our Step-father
who art a felon
hollowed is Thy name.
Thy Kingdom's done,
Thy will is none,
on Earth, which is Heaven.
Take us this day our daily head
and punish our desires,
as we punish those who desire ahead us.
Let us rot in condemnation
as we quiver of the weevil.
For blind is the wisdom,
that flowers from your story,
for ever and ever.

Again.
Be your own god - the only real one.
Salmabanu Hatim Jun 2019
She gave the last push,
I slid out swoosh,
I didn't want to come,
To this world,cumbersome.
I refused to cry,
The doc would not let me die,
I gave out a wail,
He beamed,"See, I never fail.
The nurse gave me to mum,
Tired, dishevelled,utterly happy
she stretched out her arms,"Come, come,
My handsome chum."
Yes,lady, life is going to be fun,
You and me, your little one,
Where's my old man that brought me here,
There he was near mummy dear,
Oh my Lord! You have sent me to softies,
Not like the last,pretending to be believers in deities,
Forced me to live in fear and abuse,
These ones of cruelty I cannot accuse.
Lord! This time you have changed the stage,
A couple, of middle age,
Pining  for a child,
I smiled,
Held mum's thumb,
Tried to ****,dumb,
Gave the old man a grin,
Such happiness I had never seen,
I promised to be terrible two from now,
The Lord guffawed.
6/6/2019
In my first birth I had been abused and sold again and again till my body gave in.
Karijinbba Jun 2019
Just like Goddess Kali
I am feared when not
understood
my enemies know my loving passion are my kids
those demons slander me
fearing the mother
goddess in me
I gave life and inadvertedly heartbroken waived it
I give life
birthed my children
against all adds
motherhood apeaces me
injustice enrages my dance
I am Goddess Kali Karijin
~~
Precious daughters
Elena Rose Jeanette fear not
I save I protect I write
it's my frenzied dance
surounded by demons ferocious
you and me won many a
gruesome wars
to protect you three your
children alike my light
I have deamed
Remember Mother Kali
I love you miss you
more and more
and for you my life I lay
~~~.
The goddess mother
(excerpt)
~estranged from kids ~
~~~~~~
"The stars are blotted out,
    The clouds are covering clouds,
It is darkness vibrant, sonant.
    In the roaring, whirling wind
Are the souls of a million lunatics
    Just loose from the prison-house,
Wrenching trees by the roots,
    Sweeping all from the path...
The sea has joined the fray,
    And swirls up mountain-waves,
To reach the pitchy sky.
    The flash of lurid light
Reveals on every side
    A thousand,
thousand shades
Of Death begrimed and black."

love & motherhood apeace me.
~~~~~~~
By: Karijinbba
inspired
by Hindi ink Durga-Kali
Shiva Lord's Wife
revised 06-5-19
~~~~
the poem shows how the whole universe is a stage for the goddess's terrible and frenzied protector dance.
only motherhood
apeaces the mother in me
estranged motherhood ends me.
thats why childless foe slander me
~~
my grown children imagine
their enemy's darkness in me.
~~
Durga is Kali Lord Shivas wife
represent good & bad apeaced
by being Loved cherished
and motherhood instict
RH O negative Mothers like me
may abort on medical evil advice
if no Rhogam vaccine is
affordable by Mother to be.
not that we ****** child to be.
GulRukh May 2019
Sin
Darling!
I Don't wanna sin
In the name of Lord
Indulge me with your sword
I wanna flow in your veins
My heart can't absorb this pain
Make me yours love
barkhabaruah May 2019
i slept and fell apart from my body.
all was nothing around me but an illusion which never gonna last long.
there was one thing i could relate was the sun shining over me inspite of anything and the clouds never left me.
there was nothing but everything which was a necessity.
the wind blowing, the sky open for me to walk and the rainbow to color my skin with variety.
Megitta Ignacia May 2019
Not yet,
my delicate soul
trapped in chaos
darkness and silence

I keep came back
to the same chapter
over & over again

Help me
to run away
from these
crossroad of destiny card

Freedom
Joy
Peace
where can I find it

Lead me
o angel, my guard
my Father sent
under the bright blue sky
where the ocean meets the stones
inject me with holy ghost

with a slight panic
I will find
comfort in chaos
not knowing exactly what I will get.
unpleasant
yet comforting & exciting
300519 | 15:23 PM di ujung laut panti semawang sanur, anginnya kenceng bnget, matahari cerah menembus kacamata hitamku, anginnya jernih biru muda dan hijau toska kalem, bisa kelihatan pasir yang teraduk-aduk dan beberapa rumput laut kering yang terbawa ombak, aku dikelilingi banyak kapal parkir.  Monolog by Pamungkas on repeat. Sedang menikmati sakitnya, hubungan yang terurai. Aku terus bertanya, meskipun kelakuannya buruk, kenapa belum juga lukaku sembuh. Bersyukur atas cantiknya laut pada Bapa.
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