I would have never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I would have never thought the day would come
When you would grow tired of me.

Your voice wasn't as sweet
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because now I know I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I wish I could say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because now I know I'm too big to cry

You never looked so happy
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because now I know I'm too big to cry

lets throw ourselves from a bridge and call it love instead.
im afraid of closure,
so lets just go
quietly.
i’ll read your text and never respond,
never.
8 months from now you'll lay awake in bed
at 3 am
wondering where the **** i went,
and where the **** i am.
8 months from now i’ll wonder how you're doing
and where the **** we could have been
but baby I’m burnt out.
too exhausted to feel this much.
whats my mental sanity worth? i guess we’ll find out.