"I've been doing so well," I type as I slide a thin silver blade down my hipbone. "I'm clean and I've been taking my medication and I've even been running." Blood gathers at the edges, draw swirls in the warmth. Bright blue screen lights up my hopes and my heart does a flip. "Can we talk later? I'm really tired." "Of course! Sorry for keeping you up." It's 3:49 in the ******* afternoon. Remember when you were my best friend and you walked two miles to my house in the middle of the night because I told you I felt alone? Remember when I was out of town for a day and you missed me so bad you bought me cupcakes? Remember when you told me I was the only person you'd ever been in love with? I'm so sorry. I miss you. Please.