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amelie Nov 2024
i want to say that this feeling is new
but frankly i haven't felt like yours
not in awhile
so that's not true

all the breaking up made me so numb
but this last time was different
not the same
stuck out like a sore thumb

weird to say its officially the end
but you'll never completely leave
not fully
just enough for me to mend

i tell all my friends, they're not very shocked
but i cant blame them
not new news
we were so on and off

now you're another just another blocked out person
but at night you come freely to me
not a second thought
its you i sadly see
amelie Nov 2024
i don't think you'll ever leave me
you'll always be there
like a ghost in my life
or shampoo in my hair

i feel your cold presence
when i step in that room
i hear your eerie voice
when i smell that perfume

my friends write it off
as me going crazy
but they don't hear your voice ring,
calling me baby

i thought ghosts were a con
still have your ring tired to my finger
can't stop my life but can't move on
not now, not when you still linger
amelie Nov 2024
ever since the last goodbye
life has been less enjoyable

i don't laugh on rollercoasters
i don't sing in the shower
i don't smile at sunsets
i don't write more than an hour

i'm not interested in new movies
i'm not invested in books
i'm not so passionate about music
i'm not caring of my looks

i won't leave my bed
i won't eat three meals
i won't change my clothes
i won't take my pills

i can't dance with aubrey
i can't joke with my dad
i can't play with my nephew
i can't do anything and not be sad

ever since the last goodbye
all i can say
is that the sun dimmed without the moon
what a sad day
amelie Nov 2024
it's a new summer but i'm still stuck on the last
what i would or wouldn't do just to go back

i was a different kind of happy
one that could only be found with you
i don't mean to sound sappy
but do you miss it too?

i got so used to my moon
it became something i couldn't sleep without
now i'm stuck here in the same room
all alone in this house

sometimes i walk in
and i still feel it
us always talkin'
time won't ever heal it

can't spray that perfume
or play that song
smells so much like you
it's been too long
abstract Nov 2024
My love
Please come back to me
I miss the snickering,
And the bickering
And the times you made me mad

But I remember the lying,
And the crying,
And the times you made me sad

But oh how I miss the good days,
The average days,
No they weren't so bad.
And yes, I am truly mad.

Because I still love you
And adore you
Like the time never passed.

I can't leave the past in the past,
Oh, please just come back.
Haven't spoken to him in years
kokoro Nov 2024
Jade,
do you know how much you have changed me?
You have changed me so much,
and as you start to fade away, I have this conflicting feeling of if I want to remember it or not.
I connect you with the person I was before.

Jade,
Ill remember you when you pop into my dreams.
Ill remember you when theres nothing else to think about.
through sad old songs,
through poems and letters,
through grass and flowers,
Ill always remember you as my first love.
Zelda Nov 2024
I think he was right
When I said I wanted to stand on the roof,  
he said he'd push me off.  
Then he smiled.  
I guess that’s funny.  
What do I know?  

Does that translate to "**** myself?"

It’s been years.  
I should be over it.  
But I still run from anyone  
who tries to get close.  
It’s been years,  
and I genuinely hope  
he’s happy with her.  

I just wish I understood why—  
he hated me so much,  
when I gave my all,
trying my best  
amidst the chaos.  

It was all my fault

I just wish I understood why—
Did he have to toy with me
when I expressed my fear of falling?
Why couldn’t I walk away

Maybe I was just that desperate
for connection
How utterly pathetic

It’s been years.  
Why am I still trash,  
causing problems—  
everywhere I go?  

And I don’t know.  
From time to time,  
That moment haunts me
Is that why I fear the heights?  
Or have I always feared the fall?  

I know  
I’ve earned the pain.  
It's all my fault
Maybe one day,  
I’ll learn not to fear the heights anymore
and perhaps then,  
I’ll be able to fall...

Well, you know...
We’ll see.  

Maybe I'll smile
Kai Nov 2024
Respectfully shut the **** up
No one ******* cares about you
You’re ******* ******* *** can’t even stay in a relationship for a week before THEY breakup with you
You’re always switching up, yet saying I’m fake


You’re trying to prove me wrong but all you do is tell lies
Tell me again, who is talented and worthless
When all you do is run your mouth, you’re remorseless
If I were you, I’d be joining the circus
But maybe to them, that would be a disservice?

Respectfully, you don’t know what you’re talking about
I’ve changed
You don’t even acknowledge what you have done





SHUT THE **** UP YOU ******* ******* ***** THIS IS THE REASON WHY I BROKE UP WITH YOUR PERVERTED ***
YOURE THE REASON WHY NO ONE LIKES YOU
YOU ARE TRYING TO BE SO COOL FOR YOUR “SISTER”
YOURE ACTING LIKE YOU ARE SOOOOO COOL
YOURE ACTING LIKE ONE OF THE POPULAR KIDS
BRO IS JUST MAD BECAUSE YOU JUST WANT ME BACK
YOURE SO **** STUPID
I HAD TO GET YOU THROUGH A WHOLE CLASS
YOURE ACTING LIKE THE ******* ADULT WHEN IM THE MORE MATURE ONE
AT LEAST IM MAKING MONEY OFF OF OTHER PEOPLE INSTEAD OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS
AT LEAST I WASNT CAUGHT DOING A SUICIDE ATTEMPT
AT LEAST IM NOT ANNOYING TO THE POINT WHERE NO ONE WANTS TO HANG OUT WITH ME
******* IDIOT
YOU SAY YOURE NOT DEPRESSED ANYMORE BUT YOURE SURE ACTING LIKE AN ANGSTY TEEN
AT LEAST NOT EVERYONE CALLS ME A ****** OR A PIG
AT LEAST MY PARENTS LOVE ME

JUST THE **** UP FOR ONCE AND KYS
IM BEGGING YOU
THE WORLD WILL BE PEACEFUL IF YOU DID
just really angry because Jackson Hogue, my ex, decided to text in the group chat and it wants me to start punching the **** out of him. Also creds to LuluYam for some of the words because I put some lyrics in here if you didn’t tell. “Backstabber “ - LuLuYam. I know it’s not good to put his name out in the public, then wish to **** himself but I really don’t care. This is just a vent
Ariannah Nov 2024
Dreaming about you almost every night
Forgot about my ex love, and last time I cried
I think I'd be ok in my own fantasy world
Cause they won't be able to even say a word
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