My reprehensible mind Slipped you into my dreams last night You were there for me Cared for me Said you were mine
I cannot say I did not enjoy this dream While it was happening It's been a long time Since I've even thought about you But when I realized your words seemed true My dream took a turn Something morbidly new
I said the things I wanted to say Instead of just saying sorry And... "It's okay" I cursed and I screamed I put you down the way you always did me I broke your fragile, pathetic heart Tore your soul apart
I was so cruel, Yet, I still never reached your level With what you did to me You'd have made friends with the devil I was an angel in comparison Enjoying my first little taste of sin
God, how I loved watching you crumble And fall Made me feel larger than life To make you feel useless and small All the times you pushed me down Watched me laying, Crying on the ground I finally had my turn How do you like me now?
This may make me seem Like a terrible person But... I Don't Care My dream made me smile You weren't there You didn't see All the terrible, painful things he did to me
When I woke up, I was finally able to laugh at the past Like I never was before Truly Enlightening A new beginning I'm not in pain because of him anymore And *I never will be again