I have fairy energy
One says
The other day
But I think that is a pile
Of bull
Until I see this selfie
With fairy smile

This person is
Beautiful as a super model
Brain IBM
Strong
Proud
And
Is the domonantrix of
Her life
Confidence through the roof.

This stares at you
Is a proud girl
Proud of who she is and
What she has done
That is why she
Smiles like a goof.

The doctor smile
So gently yet
Full of joy
I am smiling because of I good
Week
For the was no drama
For me.

I am a prisoner of my head
For most of my life
Since being born
In a warzone
I want out
I seek help from professionals
But
None but ourselves
Can free our minds

This i remember
Of the grade 8
The teacher did trivia
Games
I got the answer wrong
The kids called me ******
We are smarter than you
What is with the torture
I just wanted to be a forensic pathologist
I up
Leave
See mfers.
And never come back.

As DMX said
The bullsh*t the drama
The racists
These things so
Angry and hatefull
Makes me want to spit, swirl my baodings
And say
"Stupid society"
I need no seal
Of approvel
I am me

I want to say yes
Yes to love
Yes to seeing summer
Fireworks
Yes to new experiences
And yes to......
Before it disappears
On me.

The fight with your own mind,
Is the hardest war to wage.

But know, the lion that you are facing, is that same strength that you carry.
You can tame it.
Embrace it.

You might be fighting your own strength

No I am not a psychopath
No I don't have bells palsy
No I am not a fire bug
No I am not a ******
No I am not a serious killer
No  I am not a criminal

It's called ptsd.
It's called human.