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PaperclipPoems Jun 2015
How interesting now that I realize
The truth behind my deepest despise

Of this girl, this young girl
Who invaded my home
And shattered my dreams
All those years ago

Oh the anger and the rage
When their secret was discovered
The father of my unborn baby
Had taken her as his lover.

All of the tears that I cried
Never did me any good
And even though he begged for forgiveness
And we swept it underfoot

I still thought of her often
And all these years later
She still arrives in the picture
And gives me so much anger

But the more I stop to think
The more that I see
This poor girl that I hate
Is so much like me..

I was once in her place
And I can read her pain
All of the loneliness that she feels
I can see on her face

As she tries to hide her real feelings
With a beautiful smile
She doesn't really mean harm
She just hadn't felt love in a while..

I forgive this poor girl
Even though she did not ask
Because one day I know how hard it will be
For her to face to girl under the mask.
We all make mistakes. I see inside your soul and even though I can't stand you, I feel so bad for you.
PaperclipPoems Jun 2015
I was young and I was hurt
Somehow you swept me off my feet
There was something about your golden eyes
And the way you wanted me

I was infatuated with you
I feel in love too deep
To the point where I was below the tide
Without you I couldn't breathe

Then one day I was hurt again
By yet another lover
But this time was different than before
Because this time I didn't recover

This time it broke my spirit
And this time changed my perception towards love
This time your apologies and promises
Would never be enough

I tried to move past it
Believe me, I wanted to move on
But something about you still in my life
Felt so desperately wrong

Your love for me has grown
And you are a better man today
But despite all of your new found qualities
Those memories and that hurt still remain

You take my hand and all you ask
Is that I try to love you in return
But I can't bring myself to agree
To say 'I love you' nearly burns

This aching in my heart
Causes a throbbing in my head
I contemplate and argue with myself
I want to live with you, but you make me feel dead

My body is living, I am here
Trying to feel things I did once
Fighting with myself against these
Demons that replaced my love

I don't know if this is a battle
Worth fighting anymore
I've been trying to push you away
But you stay and I don't know what for

I say things and I hurt you
Like cannons in a war
But you continue to stand there
And you lay down your sword

You try to get closer to me
You ignore these land mines I lay down
All of my tactics and all of my walls
Do not prevent you from gaining ground

And in a sense I hate myself
For allowing you to stay
Knowing how much I hurt you
And letting you live this way
PaperclipPoems Jun 2015
You may not realize this now
But you and I were once the same
We were both unfaithful and both unhappy
And we both turned a little insane.

We both tried to fix each other
And then we tried to fix us
We both were so passionate about each other
And we both lost each other's trust.

You and I were the same person,
It's just that our timing was off..
You and I are incredible individuals
But together we are lost.

Together we are two different storms
One tornado and one hurricane
Tearing apart one another
Leaving each other in broken remains.

Our love was never true
It was always forceful and jealous
Our passion, as it grew
Our lives became more hellish..

I am sad now that I know it's over
But I know that this is best
I hope we both take away something good from this
And put true love to the test.
He cheated,
She didn't see it
She's blinded, it hurts.
Cheating is as painful you're being Shot in all parts of your body but still live. >.<
I wonder if they thought I would ever care
Sometimes emotionally dormant,
I live my life like a mannequin
Still in every way...
I wonder if he thought of me or only himself
I wonder if she knew how I would feel
I've made my mistakes and now I'll make a few more...
Try to be okay
Try to be okay
I deserve myself, I served me well
I miss my friends, the ones I would die for
I desire no revenge, I'll dig no graves
All is fair in love and war and
Try to be okay
...so the mind was made for torture
Back track. Remember. Stop. Time pass quickly.
Tears run down the cheeks of the sky,
Grazed by the anguish of the sun
If I could go back in time I wouldn't change you,
I'd change my mind.

I'm weak and can't love what has ruined me
...and can't hate what has all but made me
My mind is sick I made it so
Through lies and misplaced trust I have lost myself
I miss myself, how I used to be
The ones I care for just don't see
I found a love I can not keep
When you realise what I am
You might begin to understand
I'm lonely and sad in the company of the man I think I am
The ability to make people feel how you want dies with time the more you use it
When your emotions fade and you no longer believe in what you say
They see straight through you
People see lies as much as hear them
I am my own worst enemy
I hate myself for my strengths as well as my weaknesses
None of you feel like friends right now
Some of you betrayed me
Even let me down... You could've put your **** in anything.
Yet twice you you took a piece of my puzzle
Singed the edges and deformed its curves
And now it can never be complete
I think that's my fault
Somewhere down the line I let someone down again
This hurt.
I still sleep with misplaced trust.
oh my stars May 2015
my love writes love poetry
but it's not about me
Jacob Cuadro May 2015
I will control with my poetry
Making you feel so lonely.
Words of darkest roads
With your trembling lost soul.
For the reason of each lie you had told me
That hurt like a sting of a bee.
How can you cheat on me with another man?
Was this one of your biggest master plan?
To use me for you to have an easier life
So you can just stab my heart with a knife.
You serious think you were going to walk away in peace
Sorry to tell you sweetie your life is about to be cease.
Blood and guilt will feed me joy and you will be nothing but tears
Thank you for opening my darkness that I never knew I had and your eyes will see nothing but fear.
Oh by the way your new boyfriend head will be in my bedroom wall
Follow the trail of his blood I made you right down the hall.
My brain is really confuse I treated you right gave you my heart and soul
But it was my fault I was blind and never saw that you’re truly dark as coal.
Never thought it will be you to make me this way
As my old self prince charming want to be start to decay.
Now I’m brand new and feeling whole
Cause now I’m in control.
Here a rope that I would tie around your neck
As your light start to close in like a speck.
Hanging you so high
The final moment when you ******* die.
As I set the biggest flames that you ever see
And that hopeless feeling when you know your never be free.
While the heat is melting your flesh slowly but surely
As you scream in agony pain and your vision start to become blurry.
Speak my last poem to curse and haunt your dreams
When your souls leave your body and hear nothing but your lovely screams.
Sorry to tell you that I be running this town
Cause now I have the crown.

**By Jacob Cuadro
It may seem brutal but the people who has been through this may feel the same way or not but getting cheated on does **** and confusing .
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