(come on brain, think of things / come on brain, be so smart — lin manuel miranda)
with hollow bones i had been born,
so why their leaden flight?
for others have far heavier borne;
i must be feather-light
in branching paths i loved to wend,
their tangle stuck me fast.
now shorter streets have found their end;
i must be lightning-fast
i write these things to make life rhyme
but cannot see to see
and wonder, wonder, all the time
what must be wrong with me
and they say better late than not,
and better slow than still
while counting anxiously to naught
and asking when i will
i do not know! i do not know!
what little i do ken
is that i go when i can go
and do all that i can
and yet my life in shambles lies
i cannot see to see
with oceans in my tired eyes
what must be wrong with me
spiritual successor to the one about anhedonia. let's see if i can make a symptom trilogy out of this
