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leinstinct Jun 2016
Innefible moments
Innefible times
Innefible stories
Forever to last

Innefible youth  
Innefible lifes
Innefible loving
Never ending spark
Innefible = to great kr extreme to be expressed or described in words
leinstinct Jun 2016
The cycle awaits
I should avoid it somehow.
Breeding  feelings of despair,
People we love eaten by the penetrating fear.

Impearmable souls, burning within the common lie that we breathe.
In touch with the world,
Forming scars with it's tears.

We have all been enslaved,
Few to no options to escape.
It's not as bad as it seems,
Some argue it's worse.
But all we need is here and it's  free!
We are just blinded by it's majesty
What an irony.

Seems like we don't really want to see
The arousing reality.
Everyone is buried deep,
With mindsets and souls that are not their own anymore.

It may seem sad and depressing, indeed.  
But it is only our truth, as blissful as it can be
leinstinct Jun 2016
Moments of creativity
Moments of imagination
All replaced
By unlimited procrastination
leinstinct Jun 2016
After a day and a half
party like i should not have
**** my loungs with the smoke
Get some ice cream at 4
a.m i know
I should get some sleep or no
Find myself Womenless
No one to feed my soul
Question the life
Question the chance
Did not take it this time
Brown skin blue eyes
Short hair no bra
Lost the key to my home
Too drunk to recall
De javu of adiction it's on my way i know
Should leave the vice behind
The venom i love
All quiet today
all is gone
Alone i do stay
No one to give confort
At the end it all ends
No one really cares
And once again i find myself
All alone
Womenless
leinstinct May 2016
I
I tend to be tempted
in the most subtle ways
I pretend to be satisfied
when i want it more every day
I show all my insecurities
like a pathway to my soul
I dont mind your opinion
my ego is too strong

They want all they can have
but never will get
I just want what i was handed
what will never get lost

I haven't slept in a month now
Eating seems like a waste of time
All the liquor in my liver
It's enough to keep me alive

I regret no mistake
In fact I'd do it all again
Though maybe some subtle things
i would indeed change
I would love you until the end
Some stuff i would maintain
I would lie a little less
And maybe get a better grade
I would not pact with myself
Fake promises that only bring blame
Promises i always break and guilt is my pay

But still i know im fine
My conscience is quite clean

I may be on the right path
Or about to fall in
very deep
leinstinct May 2016
I don't do this much
It happens too often
Maybe i should hide
Or scape from my torments
I know you could be
The best of my memories
All i have from you
A perpetual hallucination
It is all i need
I don't seem to want it
I don't try to hard
Or do anything about it
Like a little kid
Want it back when you can't have it
I will not regret
Though change is an option
Maybe I should leave
But i found a solution
It's true thinking can be
Such a big torment
What we should all do
Is just live in the moment
leinstinct May 2016
Pases i take
Though I'm not awake
People i met
But disappear by the grace of fate
I could be torn
But glad i stand all alone
Never have i ever
And again im drunk on the floor
leinstinct May 2016
I feel like a nothing , about to receieve
A little of something , to finally succeed

I changed all my attitudes
To become more like me

I hope she does not notice
How eloquent i can be

In a world full of normal
Were anything else
Is seen as a trouble
And should be put to death

In a world were the media and people that are
Will try to erose a cycle
to enslave all of us

Let's feel a nothing and realise the truth
Let's change the planet and rule it for good
leinstinct May 2016
Arrogance and it's pedestrians
The one who brags gold but has mere dust  
The lives based on apareance
The souls that are numb
Their own gamble gone wrong
No time for withdrawal
Symptoms that you are allready dead
No sense of a passion
Love is just a name
Used too casualy as a casualty
Love should be so pure ,
but it fell into routine
Decevious are our inhabitated feelings
Dependence on the material
Living out of conditons
Superficiality is just another demon
The difference is too few
The common and the many
The cycle eats us up
It gobles our dreams and hopes
To a future with nothing to cherish
leinstinct May 2016
Seems like it's new
I've felt it before
Could gain something special
Or lose just for pleasure
One down
Four more
Its weird this way i know
I may dissappear
Into the darkness i fear
It may be alive
Or cut with a knife
Experience my destiny
I own nothing of its wisdom
It's all just a game
Let the players play their game
Don't try to be good
It seems
You should
When it crosses the line
Feelings interfere
All control is lost
It happens all the time
They tell me i don't hear
I fight at all cost
But never did i win
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