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Poems
anu
Oct 2019
When I thought
It was dead
But a tear proved that
It was eternal
Yes
Never eyes met
Hands holded tight
Lips blabbered not
Still
It lives
As pure as it
Because still
I am alive
And it will
Alove
In thoughts
Nothing i wants
It was dead
But a tear proved that
It was eternal
Yes
Never eyes met
Hands holded tight
Lips blabbered not
Still
It lives
As pure as it
Because still
I am alive
And it will
Alove
In thoughts
Nothing i wants
Newly i like to coin alove - a love live after its death........
Court
Apr 2015
I tried to get better
but with each pound comes a binge
and everytime my demons tell me that 104.8 pounds is too much.
"You're 5'8"" they say "You need to keep losing weight. Just because you're on the taller side doesn't give you an excuse to be fat"
So I binge.
Part of me is hoping that this time I throw up blood.
Blood is what keeps me alove and maybe if I keep throwing up what keeps my heart beating this will be the last binge, the last time I ever have to feel like this.
At least if I died, I would weigh a pound lighter.
I'm losing hope.
Everything is falling apart.
I don't want to live if my mind is only consumed by whats killing me.
but with each pound comes a binge
and everytime my demons tell me that 104.8 pounds is too much.
"You're 5'8"" they say "You need to keep losing weight. Just because you're on the taller side doesn't give you an excuse to be fat"
So I binge.
Part of me is hoping that this time I throw up blood.
Blood is what keeps me alove and maybe if I keep throwing up what keeps my heart beating this will be the last binge, the last time I ever have to feel like this.
At least if I died, I would weigh a pound lighter.
I'm losing hope.
Everything is falling apart.
I don't want to live if my mind is only consumed by whats killing me.