We cannot understand everything.
A harsh lesson from life.
Be steady, see the pendulum swing
In times of despair and strife.
Yet, I chose to know myself.
The dark caverns in my mind,
Those I had put on a shelf
That left me maligned.
I find myself on an edge,
I have been here before,
And when I fell I made a pledge.
That instead I would soar.
I look into the abyss,
It greets me as before,
With a smile and a kiss.
Features I grew to abhor.
What it does not know;
I am no longer afraid.
Innocence had to go
Just as the mist must fade.
I look into the night,
With a deep breath, I soar
Then the dark turns to light.
I am afraid no more.
I have been on the edge many times. More than I would like I nearly fell into the abyss. Yet as I find myself back here I realise that growth happens during uncomfortable times. I'm ready for the next challenge.