I am
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         am I?

We were both broken
Leaving pieces of us in memories from a happier past
Holding each other so we won't fall apart
Thank god I have you
Life's not that hard when you are standing by my side
Let's just keep following this path

Sometimes we trip over while we are chasing better tomorrows
Stumbling, twisting, losing the way..
But I know we'll be fine
if together we stay
I'll help you slowly forget your sorrows

Lean on me and I'll lean on you that's what you said to me and since then I knew we would be fixed eventually

It's there again
The feeling of rejection planted inside my heart
I feel it growing bigger and bigger with every passing day
                       like a tree
     the roots are tearing me apart
it hurts not only emotionally but physically too
and it's all happening just because of you

          Filling my lungs with dust
         I can't breathe, I can't speak
Despite the torture my eyes are still filled with hopeless lust

     Now I am covered up with leaves    
The branches are slowly suffocating me
           Pinning me to the ground
                I need to get back up
           I need to escape somehow
      What if this feeling never leaves?

Do I want love?
How can I chase  what I don't see?
How can I give what I've never received?
I want someone who will keep me warm at night, someone who won’t delete my picture when they need distance. I want someone who won't lie to their friends about me, saying I'm not their type when they were calling me last night. Addicted to attention was your intention, playing with my mind, wasting my time, I say I won't fall for you again, but I do. How can I chase what I don't see? How can I love someone who doesn't love me?

I woke up with an emotional hangover this morning
I think I felt too much yesterday
Is there a pill that I can take to save me before I break?
For the loss of myself I'm mourning

a stranger is staring at me from the reflection in the mirror now
I drown in silence as I go downstairs
I wish I could show you how
behind this fake smile I am restless

The coffee tastes so blunt
It won't help me today
It's like I've lost the ability to enjoy the things I used to love
Something has changed and I've lost myself along the way

Biting my lips
Ripping the skin
Sitting, waiting, contemplating
My legs are shaking
Breaths breaking
palms are heavy
Heart is racing
Cold sweat
eyes full of fear
Tears running down my face
In need of an embrace
But no one else is here

The stars were falling and we were falling too
and that night I asked if you will let me stay with you
Because I never feel more at home than when I'm in your arms
and my biggest weakness is you staring into my eyes
We are like two planets being pulled together
I can't run from you and I would never
It doesn't have to be so hard
Just let me be yours and promise you'll be mine