When she broke my heart;
          I  swept up the shattered pieces,
            And buried them in the past;
            Hiding them from future
            And my present;
            broken shards of glass --
            sharp points, reflecting pain
            Leaving long lasting scars,
            that we can never outlast.

I had always told you I will always love you
Even longer than you promised to love me.
You said you loved me more than the sun does the moon,
But my love had depth greater than the sea.

You said you'd love me for more days
Than there were stars in the night sky.
And I said I'd love you a trillion more days
After the instant you were to die.

My heart had brought me to the final conclusion
That you and I will be together.
But the thoughts in my mind reminded me
That there isn't a thing that lasts forever.

I wish to let go of these haunting truths
So there isn't a day we would be apart,
But you never understood me well enough to know
I think with my mind & not with the heart.

Despite the fact that he doesn't drink coffee--
he hates the way it smells--
He sits in whatever coffee shop I am,
And watches me sip my coffee black.
So my soul has decided that this is love,
That this is truly love,
And I never had a say in the matter at all.

To me you were the stars.
Illuminating my world.
But to you I was a satellite.
Just passing by.

If that's what I am.
What you will me to be.
Let me soar into your world.
I the satellite, Your beacon,
Have come back around to show you.
I'll be more than what you could ever fathom.

She opens her mouth to say the words
but no sound comes out
reaches to wipe away the tears
but her hands remain dry
tries to hide the scars
discovers they can't be seen
desperately wants to show the truth
only the mask is stuck
checks that no one recognizes her pain
finds that no one is watching

I broke my rules I gave to myself,
I shattered my truce.
The clock keeps ticking, I keep crying,
wondering if I can bother to talking to you.
I see myself slowly crumbling, like I'm dust.
I feel my face being slowly shattered,
I can not speak my tongue.

Rule over my eyesight I screamed,
now I learn, now I've learned to break free.
I wish for my arms to touch the sky,
I did not want to hide.
You offered me a sweet sacrifice,
I was willing to take.

For I found out that my disloyalty,
ended up with me facing fate itself.
One thing is to hide, another to lie.
Lying it killed me.

I'm sitting here begging to be free inside of my soul.
I tried so hard to love another,
but he does not see me at all.
Just like how over the months,
you have become more faded in this storybook.
Where is the protagonist,
I only see the villain now.

I see a crowded light,
with millions of souls surrounding.
I see the clock, ticking on and on,
until my life is gone, I have nothing at all.

And when the time came,
When love was born,
From our hearts.
It felt so warm,
So beautiful,
Like you.

And it was only for us
Every moment,
Every feeling,
They had their own,
Magic.

Love kept us alive.
Our love,
And we stayed alive,
For love,
For each other.

We thought it would last forever.
But why?
What was the problem with it?

Love left us.
And with him we left,
We left ashes and dust behind,
And nothing to remember.
Only scrambled  memories.

Our heart,
The heart we shared shattered into pieces,
Leaving us with only our selves.
Seeking for mock parts to fill the emptiness
But nothing compares to the love we once had,
Nothing is so deep as that.
And we might never fill it again.

I am not the princess-type girl who can eat with you in a formal restaurant.
I am no one but a simple girl, to some things I am ignorant.
I am not someone you can bring to formal events.
I might just ***** things up and cause some series of unfortunate incidents.

I don't know if im good enough.
They might disagree and for us they might make it tough.
They might not accept me the way my family accepted you.
They might not like me the same way you do.

I don't know what to say.
I don't know if there's an easy way.
I don't know what to think.
With embarrassment, I might shrink.

I feel dissatisfied and wanted to try harder.
So that, in the eyes of your loved ones, I am better.
I feel nervous and my self esteem is low.
I shouldn't feel this way, I know.

But I can't help it.
I don't want to just relax and sit.
I don't want to lose you.
I love you so much but I don't know what to do.