You know that feeling where your minds fighting between what you own and what you living for. Where you know people understand but not really understand. Idk what's worst this heartache or disheartened people around me? Idk what's worst trying to achieve the impossible or knowing the fact we are too weak for it.   Can I turn my car to some other direction?where I can search for peace?search for a life? Everything's so foggy I can't see the stars twinkling!  Dreams so silly, wonder if they'll be lasting. Good times hauntin' bad times breakin' if only I could find me.

He was gone .. with the desolation the disaster had bought. Her heart had poured out along with the numbness flowing in the veins leaving her pale.                            
taking away the felicity ,she is best known for, like the waves those erase the footprints alongside the shore,Washing away the long walks of joy. Dessension along the years in cold, did not bring back her smile                                    
But it did make her a superwoman he always said she was.

He evolved from the land,
Like the broken pieces coming towards each other as he sees her,
Forming a shadow to gather her,to always follow her like a wind, wherever she flew.

Last night,in the remembrance of my Lord ,I burst out to cry
Couldn't hold off my feelings
I didnt know I would survive even a minute after that
It all seemed like a boy in a nutshell realize his position ,it all seemed like being under a dome,it all seemed like being a sinner. .all my guilty pleasures would rip me off and leave me drowning. ..then I turned to the one, drenched in tears, asking for forgiveness cause that night there was no one except Him.

Vogue cover girl,country girls and pop her pearls,
Josh and evening in Starbucks her world, in crop tees and shorts she curled,
Riding through the duster reaching home,where she writes her diary and falls back to sleep in her gloam.

He was a magician not because he could take away my sorrows but because he could fill my path with happiness like the bliss in the morning,.. enchanting like fireflies and fearless like his word.

Her fond thoughts at his sight
Unknowingly her eyes could go blind for,
Divine are her feelings for him,
For she knew she'd sink or swim

A biology freak, my football lover,  rude how we don't meet staying in one place,
affrighted I'm I'll miss the way we were from those doughty school days to our tuition world and here we are
Shes the one who sees beauty in everything without a filter,
cause her heart doesn't need one.        
Our Pooh,so silly and lovely one

It was no less than a blind fold game
Oh,how beautifully I can still see it
You left me with madness overpowering me since last spring,
It still blossoms with your fragrance  
The best part is its inevitable.

She survived with a hope
Perhaps,Waiting for years,
Maybe in the heavens to be with the man, who promised they'd build castle together.

Going through our chapters
feeling those hidden pictures behind,
Keeping count on my tear drops
from your first breath, till my     heart stops

He blew the Scales off my heart
showed me our world,
it's locked in my blue diary
buried inbetween the mist of the dark ink.

A room full of broken stars ,
I'm a mistress of dark.

You left the trail of lily of valley for me to find you,
'cause you knew they'd take me anywhere.

With those wildflowers you removed  excruciation, and they said you didn't know how to fix the broken pieces.

There isn't anything that didn't feel real in his palms,

                   beautiful was he who knew promises meant a lot.

Bring me the bouquet you bought when you first knew what love was,
so I know feelings last.

Vegas we talked about
Endless dreams we created,
They still shine when I look at the sky
'Cause they never seem to die