I am the best of the best,
and you can put it to the test
but you will find
that only I am sublime.
Yet, why do I feel this way,
angry and repressed
tired and distressed.
Irritation is my constant state.
and it is increasing at an alarming rate.
Maybe if I could just null the emotion,
To sink beneath the waves of ocean,
To get lost in all the commotion,
To fall in love with self-devotion,
forget I even made the notion,
of doing something like letting go.
For it's too easy a way out,
and I will not leave a doubt
that I am here to stay,
much to my own dismay.
Because, I am the best of the best.
And I have put that to the test.
for better or worse,
my intelligence is a curse.
What it's like to be in the top 2% in high school class standing.