Cold heart
Heart that's chilled
to the bone
Even though hearts
don't have bones
Yours is probably
made of stone
A stone that's meant
to be skipped on a lake
And skip it shall
'til it sinks low
So your heart shall fall
down to the bottom
And there shall I
dive deep down
to pick it up

Filled with gay
May I stay
Stay hopeful 
Hope for this
I wouldn't miss 
Miss this *******
******* of a gig
Giggles fill the air
Excited about hearing
Hearts beyond repair
Although mine isn't 
Broken, merely
Hiding in the shadows
The feelings
Hidden for so long
I'm not sure if they're
Still there
I think they are
Not too far
Far from the spotlight
Am I to fight
This gentle little light
From becoming
This ball of ember
Remember how a light
That shines too bright
Becomes a fire that
Burns and hurts
Turn now
Go back
Back into the night

Stone cold
Heart that's been
dying to hold on
And hold on it shall 
Do with being
It's chilled, guarded self

But something's happened
Feelings starting
To unyield
In front of me
Eyes that are
Starting to see
Ice melting
Heart pounding
Mind boggling
About what's
Happening

I can feel my
Focus faltering
Focus on things
That I should
But only if I could
(And I'm scared that)
Then I would
Focus my all 
On you

Just kidding
No, I won't falter
Falter my guard
Guarding myself
From harm

Just kidding
No, I won't let
Anyone near
Won't let my 
Chilled heart
Be warm

Just kidding,
No more flowers
Happy-feely thoughts
That cloud up
My mind

Just kidding,
No, I won't play
Won't push next
But would rather,
Pause and rewind

Just morphing
Back into having
A chilled heart
That's uncapable
Of feeling anything

Numb
'Til the flowers
Grow back

All there
was was silence
Stuck in a
soundless chasm
Looking for something
that is intangible
And getting lost
in the process

I decided to stop
And began to
think logically
To become sensible
That I am so
proud of my prowess

But then I realize
When did emotions
ever become rational
Logical thoughts won't suffice
what's lingering inside

Inside
Feelings squirm
Feelings eat us
until they grow

They devour even parts 
of us that are firm
They multiply like germs
They eat until nothing's left

And all that remains
is the silence

It's scary
How it feels
Like to be
A leaf
Once you've fallen
At the ground
A light frail leaf
With no chance to fight
The strong tempest

It's scary
How the wind
Will be able
To blow you far
Away where you
Won't be found
Lost and floating,
wanting to rest
(But you can't)

I've always thought our love was like a big fire
And maybe it was

Yours being the flames
that set our love ablaze
I was too mesmerized by your embers
that I didn't notice that
we're already both burning

Your embers kept getting smaller and smaller
as water interfered
And next thing I know, your fire's out
Leaving everything a big charred mess

It pains me to think
that my love's the smoke
that's still there even after you're gone

But I'm fine, *I will someday rise to the skies

She lives in the dark
Among stars who light her reign
High up in the sky

Someone's keeping guard
Gravity will pull you down
There's no use reaching

But it won't stop me
From gazing at such beauty
I'm rendered speechless

In the shadows I live
but not to hide
For they have weaved
a useful guide

Being in the dark
hides the pain
Avoiding the spark
never counts as a bane

Darkness is a friend
who comforts me
It will never bend,
(like the light)
pierce, and hurt, you'll see

Mysterious, silent, and unseen
it's okay to remain that way
For in the dark I feel safe
So there I shall stay

A few seconds of his face
A glimpse of a biological pull
A desire to push and pinch
To slam and hold dear

Frissoning blossom
Blossoming feelings
Feeling warm
Feeling cold
Chilling heart
melting once more?

-

Not really
More of a pull
attraction caused
Causing strange
thoughts scattered
Wait, what?

-

Is it you
I'm wanting
I'm wishing
Wishful thoughts
Thinking of you
Your smile
smiling cutesy
Smiling for me

(I'm) weird,
(Your s)mile's
weird as well
Smile for me
(Make me happy)

If only I could banish all 
the big dark clouds 
Trust me, I would
Drown all the voices
that scream so loud
So that the whisper that
matters would be heard
clear and proud

If only I could exchange everything
with a little bit of moonlight
Believe me, I will
For that wee ray of light
I'm willing to fight
those wild stormclouds
that would arrive

Until the moon
would come back to stay
And once again
everything will be okay